Firstly, I truly know we've helped you heal, and suffer less as a person, when I notice subtle things in your posts.
This, for me as an admin, is great.
I want to help as many people as I can. And I am satisfied we've started to really get somewhere with you.
what ruined my life was the mental illness I was born with, me beign a beta and very bad parents.
These three things stole my youth from me and left me with an empty hole inside I'm constantly trying to fill.
That's why I could care less about money, business, and stuff like that and I just go to tekno clubs. I feel that my youth was stolen from me and I don't care about adult people's stuff.
You only see it as life ruining now, while you're still healing
When you're further along in your healing, it's no longer life ruining at all. It was part of your story, and you used it to create a better life.
We often paint an unrealistic picture of people's youths. Looking at the younger generation now, where 60% of men 18-26 are still virgins, I'd hardly say their youth was much.....
And when I consider the Giga Chads in my school, who were the most popular people and got all the girls and great experiences, some of them now reach out to me on social media and tell me how proud they are of me and what I became. While they are sat there with their fat wife and still existing in the shithole I grew up in.
The life of success, and to be a happy, healthy man, who made it, and who has a sexy girlfriend, is such an epic win that IMO you will let go of your perception of your mispent youth a lot.
I also don't care about high value people or beign one of them, like zero. I would like to have the social circle and the girlfriend I never had. This would make me happy even with zero money in the bank.
Good.
We know you value relationships above all.
So we just need to keep pushing you to build them.
It's like I blinked, took a big breath, felt huge and unbearable levels of emotional pain, and woke up just to realize that my best years are over. Just like that, in a second.
Is that true?
Is the best behind you?
I had the best months of getting laid in my life, this year at 33. I had the highest quality lay, this year at 33.
I got closer to people, opened up more, developed stronger relationships, and began to grapple with my very difficult inner game situation, this year. I am way better socially, find it easier to talk to people, and became far more grounded and whole. It is easier for me to speak to my extended family, and I am glad to have gotten closer to friends, clients, and acquaintances alike. I shared in the log recently that a client's wife wanted to introduce me to her best friend, who is a gorgeous woman, because of how much she likes and values me.
The human experiences which are very rewarding, began to happen over time, because I kept doing the work.
And this is taking place for you too. Slowly, but surely.
I used to dream about running a business and waking up to the sunrise on the beach in Mexico. I used to log about it, and used to tell my housemate Timmy about it.
I actually did it this year.
Point here is: in life, it's NEVER OVER UNTIL YOU'RE 6 FEET UNDER.
If you can breathe, you still have the damn opportunity to win the fight, even if you have to come back in the last round, it can, and will, be done.
No one's best years are behind them. Self Improvement, does not work like that. As you IMPROVE, as do your outcomes. Even if things are getting tougher, which I believe they are, we will always win, because we understand reality and how to work with it.
It's really easy to forget how much we evolved, if you saw me at the club you would not believe I was a beta who could not look at them in the eyes. I also can't believe how much I changed and evolved at different stages.
YES
This journey made me change my views about society in general and woman. Most men are whipped and work their asses off for ungrateful old women. I check out thanks
Hahaha. Thrice dropping bars. Look, yeah, it's rough out there.
Staying with this shit, gives us a shot at fantastic outcomes.
what I like is the temporary company of young beautiful feminine girls. The Lithuanian girl was 25 and her body was amazing. No older than that.
Fuck yeah.
It is hard to find, but once you get it a few times, you stay with this shit.
Have had it twice myself. Those 2 women changed my life, and are why I keep going.
I disagree that they can't be older than 25. The 2 women who gave me exceptional sexual experiences were both 26 (lol). I agree this is typically the range.
I've done as old as 34/35, and they are starting to really degrade a lot at that stage!
KEEP GOIN THRICE
