15m break: Gratitude & Reflection
Posting these as gratitude and reflection
I arrived in CDMX, for a month, in July, and really enjoyed it. I was getting over my breakup with S, which was like 2-3 weeks before, and I was a bit depressed. I banged 4 new girls that month, and it was fairly easy for me in CDMX. I was getting leads, and while many were not the quality I want at this stage in my journey, I was pleased to be banging as much as I was.
The first gal, was a 22 year old Law student, and she took a serious pounding.
We agreed to hang out again, and I messed up on the day and left her hanging, due to a transport error on my part. We texted after that, but logistically, I didn't have the time left in my trip. Vamos!
And then there was this chick, off Feeld, who was married. She had been with her husband, and only her husband, for 11 years. She found my profile curious, and chose me to experiment with for her first kinky experience.
This was legit probably the best sex of my life. And far exceeded anything I had ever imagined for sheer intensity. We fucked like animals for 3+ hours, I couldn't believe her animal lust and spirit. To say, I destroyed her, would be an under statement. She took my big brown cock like a champ, and had multiple orgasms, 4 times, reducing her to a shaking, quivering mess, barely able to think. She was fucking loving it.
She enjoyed the experience so much, she referred me to her friend, and asked me if she could give her my number. I tentatively agreed, but she didn't follow through in the end.
Memories were made for life with this one. She was from Brooklyn, living in CDMX. Legendary chick who gave me by far the best oral I have ever had. Her skills were 10/10.
I then went to Guadalajra, and banged 2 girls that month, one, was this really cute little Latina who was the most feminine, sweet, submissive little thing ever. Absolutely adorable human, who still replies to my texts to this day.
This girl, took me like a champ.
Like the above, she got the ever living hell pounded out of her. Many chicks, haven't been with a guy like me (6ft5, serious stamina and endurance in bed, and dominant). Many do let me know that it is often the most intense sexual experience they have had in their life. This chick, was about 23, working in GDL, and a total sweetheart. She was screaming with pleasure during our session together, and there was a certain pleasure I got from stretching her little pussy out and destroying her the way I did. She did a good job of sucking my cock also, I'd say.
As with the others, we agreed to hang out, and she tried her best to make it happen work wise, but couldn't in the end. And then I ran out of time.
I flew from GDL, to Puerto Escondido for my final 2 weeks, and just got myself a tonne of beach time and reflection, before NYC.
NYC has been a massive hustle.
Online & Approaching, changed here so much, that I wasn't prepared for it. I was getting matches out the ass here last year, and exchanging with some stunners.
Now, it just got so much worse. Online, died a death for me. And approaching, got palpably more difficult. I STILL banged two new girls here this month, one Ultra Yes from Feeld the first few days, and then, another Yes from Feeld this week, who has ghosted completely.
I went on 2 meh Hinge dates, and 1 day game date that was a challenging experience.
And I have grown, gotten more inspired, and done deeper thinking on the journey moving forward............
I'm going to push myself for 2 more weeks here, in NYC, make whatever outcomes I can make in biz & dating, and I will fly to see my family in California and make a lock-in plan for a 6-7 month monk mode sprint.
At the behest of my coach, I'll be doubling my prices in IronWill, and going ham with onboarding and serving clients.
I'm getting great client results, and will keep growing and serving. But it's time to stop playing small, man, and charge what I am worth.
I do also really enjoy self-improvement and goal achievement mentoring, and will take on a small, select handful of purely self-improvement clients in IW, at my current rate, because I really enjoy helping them and getting them to their goals.
But after that, it has to be about building something truly special.
Which is what I will do when I monk mode.
I'm going to re-open my log to replies, now, but I am serious about the reasons I closed it off for. I am seeking a quality relationship and a life partner and am just looking for improvements and to operate in the way, that I want to operate in.
I am open to feedback, but I want to start getting out of player mode soon, and towards a relationship, and the family building mindset
My goal in a few years is to win in all my goals, thrive, get financially abundant and then lock a quality chick down and begin repopulating the earth with my Punjabi giant genes
And we will be able to remember the fun days of me stretching these hoes out with my big brown cock and laugh
This shit, is the fun part of the journey, and it happens after A LOT of work and grinding
So we should be grateful and happy about the WINS
BACK TO WORK
MAC DADDY OUT
