Crimson’s Progress Log - accidental date with a trans😂
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Crimson
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- Apr 2, 2021
- Name
- Brandon
- Goal
- Get Laid
- Age
- 21
- Location
- Germany
AA Program - Day 4
This is my vlog for the day: https://streamable.com/mrz68n
(Don’t mind the background lol, I was in the basement)
Took me 18 min. to do the 5 girls. Humbling, I thought it would be easy.
There’s actually an old log from me (https://killyourinnerloser.com/forums/viewtopic.php?f=19&t=1158) that’s still up from when I started the Program and quit. Funny how I said: “I don’t wanna be another statistic” but quit anyways.
I know it was advised to not do this, but I looked at all the drills that are to come. Some definitely seem quite brutal, but I found myself thinking: “This isn’t THAT bad.”, for some reason (Lol, it probably will be once I actually have to do them). We’ll see once we get to said drills.
Reflection:
A big factor is giving myself permission to interrupt girls. It’s crazy how society has conditioned us to the point where approaching a stranger is something “you should not do” or “out of the ordinary”, when it really should be the most natural thing in the world.
Just humans interacting with other humans, the way it should be.
Crimson
This is my vlog for the day: https://streamable.com/mrz68n
(Don’t mind the background lol, I was in the basement)
Took me 18 min. to do the 5 girls. Humbling, I thought it would be easy.
There’s actually an old log from me (https://killyourinnerloser.com/forums/viewtopic.php?f=19&t=1158) that’s still up from when I started the Program and quit. Funny how I said: “I don’t wanna be another statistic” but quit anyways.
I know it was advised to not do this, but I looked at all the drills that are to come. Some definitely seem quite brutal, but I found myself thinking: “This isn’t THAT bad.”, for some reason (Lol, it probably will be once I actually have to do them). We’ll see once we get to said drills.
Reflection:
A big factor is giving myself permission to interrupt girls. It’s crazy how society has conditioned us to the point where approaching a stranger is something “you should not do” or “out of the ordinary”, when it really should be the most natural thing in the world.
Just humans interacting with other humans, the way it should be.
Crimson
(I didn’t answer them all correctly in a row)
Crimson
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- Brandon
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- Get Laid
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- 21
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- Germany
AA Program - Day 5a
Did the first half of day 5 today:
https://streamable.com/mu33fx
Summary:
- Went from doing the drill in 18 min. to 8 min.
-Tried to cold approach, but I couldn’t
-Going all-in with OLD to reach main goal
-Parents out of country for a week from next Thursday onwards
-My mom bought me an iPhone 11, so hopefully better OLD pics incoming
-AA Program reflection
Reflection/Extra stuff:
-Was able to to do the drill on way cuter girls and girls my age today
-Tapped a hottie on the shoulder that had headphones on to ask for the time
-I feel so “nice guyish” doing these drills. Like I’m causing the girls a inconvenience by interrupting their day to ask for the time.
“This is my world, other people just live in it.” - It makes so much sense logically but is harder to apply in practice
Crimson
Did the first half of day 5 today:
https://streamable.com/mu33fx
Summary:
- Went from doing the drill in 18 min. to 8 min.
-Tried to cold approach, but I couldn’t
-Going all-in with OLD to reach main goal
-Parents out of country for a week from next Thursday onwards
-My mom bought me an iPhone 11, so hopefully better OLD pics incoming
-AA Program reflection
Reflection/Extra stuff:
-Was able to to do the drill on way cuter girls and girls my age today
-Tapped a hottie on the shoulder that had headphones on to ask for the time
-I feel so “nice guyish” doing these drills. Like I’m causing the girls a inconvenience by interrupting their day to ask for the time.
“This is my world, other people just live in it.” - It makes so much sense logically but is harder to apply in practice
Crimson
Camtheman
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Crimson said:
I bought the camera and lens on Canon's refurbished website. It is used but they test everything and give you a 1-year warranty. You would need an adapter for the lens so I bought it on Amazon. The tripod I bought was also from Amazon (different from Andy's recommendation).
colgate / bulldog
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- BANG!! japanese chicks!
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- consistency. acceptance. tumescence.
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- tokyo, japan
love the video log man, keep posting em, and then you'll really see how much your voice and confidence will improve over time
Crimson
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AA Program - Day 5b
https://youtu.be/jgjPF_Kv8rQ
Summary:
-Went from asking 5 women for the time in 18 min. to under 5 min.
-Approached two women with children and a gym hottie
-Funny interaction with two girls that didn’t speak German
-“The only loss while doing the AA Program is staying at home” - Andy
Reflection/Extra stuff:
-Had my phone out while asking for the time to make it weirder
-The world seemed more “accessible” after doing the drills today, everything felt a little more “loving”.
Crimson
https://youtu.be/jgjPF_Kv8rQ
Summary:
-Went from asking 5 women for the time in 18 min. to under 5 min.
-Approached two women with children and a gym hottie
-Funny interaction with two girls that didn’t speak German
-“The only loss while doing the AA Program is staying at home” - Andy
Reflection/Extra stuff:
-Had my phone out while asking for the time to make it weirder
-The world seemed more “accessible” after doing the drills today, everything felt a little more “loving”.
Crimson
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- Jan 19, 2021
Great!
Keep working
MAC
Keep working
MAC
Crimson
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- Brandon
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- Get Laid
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Date update:
Basketball Girl coming over again today.
I don’t know wether my parents will be there or not, though (My mom said she’ll probably go out but not 100% certain, I don’t know if my dad will go out as well).
Living with parents really does kinda sting when trying to get laid.
Anyways, if my parents turn out to be there I’ll cancel the date and reschedule for next week Thursday or Friday because then my parents will be out of the country.
Crimson
Basketball Girl coming over again today.
I don’t know wether my parents will be there or not, though (My mom said she’ll probably go out but not 100% certain, I don’t know if my dad will go out as well).
Living with parents really does kinda sting when trying to get laid.
Anyways, if my parents turn out to be there I’ll cancel the date and reschedule for next week Thursday or Friday because then my parents will be out of the country.
Crimson
Crimson
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- Get Laid
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Basketball came over again:
This was yesterday btw. She came over and my father was there so we couldn’t have sex. I just put on netflix and we chilled. Pussied out on touching her at first, but had my arm around her the whole time.
Then I started escalating and soon enough, we were kissing, I was fingering her and she was giving me a hand job. My dad was in the room right next to us, lol.
I was also finally able to tell her about my ED, she was very understanding and said that she didn’t mind at all and that it’s normal.
Note:
Parents will be gone for a week from next Thursday onwards, so I’ll probably invite her over then or on Friday.
Crimson
This was yesterday btw. She came over and my father was there so we couldn’t have sex. I just put on netflix and we chilled. Pussied out on touching her at first, but had my arm around her the whole time.
Then I started escalating and soon enough, we were kissing, I was fingering her and she was giving me a hand job. My dad was in the room right next to us, lol.
I was also finally able to tell her about my ED, she was very understanding and said that she didn’t mind at all and that it’s normal.
Note:
Parents will be gone for a week from next Thursday onwards, so I’ll probably invite her over then or on Friday.
Crimson
Crimson
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- Brandon
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- Get Laid
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- 21
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- Germany
AA Program - Day 6b
https://youtu.be/40Xt9jhQPAg
Summary:
-Its probably gonna take me 6+ months to complete the Program instead of 3+
-Did a drill on a group of hot girls
-Most girls aren’t actually mean
-AA Program = Exposure to all types of different reactions from girls
Conclusion:
A big part of completing this program is gonna be me being able to still see little baby-steps like this as a success (I talked to 3 girls today, the average guy talked to 0).
Chris said to move at your own pace and even suggests to repeat some days.
Crimson
https://youtu.be/40Xt9jhQPAg
Summary:
-Its probably gonna take me 6+ months to complete the Program instead of 3+
-Did a drill on a group of hot girls
-Most girls aren’t actually mean
-AA Program = Exposure to all types of different reactions from girls
Conclusion:
A big part of completing this program is gonna be me being able to still see little baby-steps like this as a success (I talked to 3 girls today, the average guy talked to 0).
Chris said to move at your own pace and even suggests to repeat some days.
Crimson