Just skipped two days because of a few things that happened and also smoking weed... This is something I need to cut out and I know it. I have an addiction and it's not good for me, but I can't control it. I even smoked a little bit this morning just because and while I was doing it, I was telling myself I know I shouldn't, it'll make it way harder to do the drills, etc. but I did it anyway... Might make a post on this.
Day 7 - Just realised I'd been mixing up the days according to the AA program, so I'm actually on day 7
Today I have just done 4 sets of time, place, have you been there? I was also with my dog so it made it a bit easier
All went well, except for one girl who when I asked the time she said she was in a rush - No biggie.
Most girls happily obliged. I even approached a group of three sitting at the park and my dog went up for a pat, so they all smiled and shit. In fact, most girls smile and say hello to him, so it makes approaching a bit easier.
I saw one girl with her dog, she was really cute but the dog was reactive, so I just had to keep walking - she was training it. I probably could've said something to her.
There was another girl that was super cute, gym fit, wearing headphones and obviously on her way somewhere, probably the gym. I passed her and didn't say anything because I'd just approached another girl who was right behind me. Really, I should've said something, I shouldn't care about that other girl, cause fuck it - I'm probably never going to see her again.
In fact, I shouldn't care about any girls, cause I'm not trying to get laid, I'm just trying to get over AA.
All up took about 45 minutes.
I'm going to be persistent with this and keep going - Will do the rest of day 7 and day 8 this afternoon.
I have a coffee date which will 99% lead to sex today, so that will give me a boost for this afternoon.
