vibe
Member
- Joined
- May 25, 2023
Beautiful! It’s so good to see you succeed, MAC!
That’s pretty much how I feel now. And how I’ve always felt. “Less than other people, a dysfunctional man, a failure.”
That work ethic is truly inspiring! I wish I had half that!
Do you have any resources (books, for example) on “rewiring the brain”?
MakingAComeback said:For most of my life, I believed that I was truly less than other people, that something was broken inside of me, deeply fucked up, and that I was somehow missing a component of what is required to be a normal person.
I would call myself, “God’s lonely man”, a reference to the character Travis Bickle, in the Scorccese movie, Taxi Driver. A loner, an outcast, a dysfunctional and bitter man, who ultimately, derails his life.
He is a failure.
These feelings, in quiet moments, would be the most haunting I ever knew. The visions that would form in my mind, of dying a lonely, sad, isolated old man. Who no one ever really cared about, and who never really lived.
That’s pretty much how I feel now. And how I’ve always felt. “Less than other people, a dysfunctional man, a failure.”
MakingAComeback said:That, was the extreme grinding period, and it lasted 1.5 years.
That work ethic is truly inspiring! I wish I had half that!
MakingAComeback said:Because what all this journey has taught me, is about the deep game of success, about the core of self improvement, performance, and how to rewire the brain, to become an elite performer,
Do you have any resources (books, for example) on “rewiring the brain”?