New understanding

Ali said:

There's a clear pattern with me and money/work where I'll get pissed off and look for the path of least resistance. I get impatient and switch lanes and the grass looks greener.

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This is the default mental process of most people.
Realizing that you are caught in this cycle is the first step toward breaking out of it.

Red said:

This is the default mental process of most people.
Realizing that you are caught in this cycle is the first step toward breaking out of it.

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Damn, that's exactly what's happening. thanks for posting this

I ran the numbers with the rate I was taking on new customers exterior cleaning and I was headed for 300 pretty comfortably in 6 months. That would be a monthly turnover of 6k with just window cleaning.
This was from doing about 2hrs door to door a day as well.

Had some big self realisations over the last couple days.

Contacted a singer to hopefully put a set list together.
The other guitarist has stopped responding, may try to contact again.
Had three people ask about lessons but they all stopped responding after I suggested times and dates to book a lesson.

Booked a jam with the singer on Sunday, will be interesting

Very fun jam learned some singing pointers too, spent the rest of the day rock climbing and hanging out with my stoner friends.
Heard my family member is progressing again so I'll be able to visit and have a good chance of seeing him now he's leaving his room.

I want to develop my conviction so I can see more clearly across the valley of despair.
I've achieved this in the gym by just turning up for over half my life now, I worked through loads of injuries and sticking points and continue to adapt my training and never considered that it was an option to not only train but to incrementally push myself each session.
I'm also using Ravi's inner game framework and making sure I don't neglect my social life.