omfg i promise i didn’t make this story up it sounds freaking fake.
the longer i put off writing this, the more the memory fades away and it’s hardly been 24 hours so it’s now or never. took me like 8 hours to write this entire thing in between getting distracted and downed energy drinks because i had to post this before falling asleep.
making this a PHAT update with all of the side stories leading up to the main event
weenie mode
My gamecation group (guys I met in Phoenix and Iowa previously) had decided to meet in Nashville this past weekend. Honestly I was in zero mood to go out and do nightgame and generally have stayed away from doing any dating related things for the most part (although, I've been swiping on the apps recently).
Initially I was like, well I want to baby-step my way back into approach again. So I’ll look for a side-gig as a barback. The logic here was “let’s be around attractive people all the time like it’s normal”. Last Friday, I had set a goal to approach 8 bartenders to ask if they have openings, and did that on Friday night. But this was in lieu of doing any actual approach, and was generally kind of a lame endeavor for a gamecation. To make things worse, I weenied out on Saturday night and went to hang out with my friend at some more low key bars, but we just ended up going to his place and making music (i got pulled lol!!!!)
As I mentioned in my previous post, I got SMILE eye surgery on Monday, which has basically made me feel permanently 20% better. I even did an approach at my local grocery store because I wanted to. But I still was in no mood to actually resume approaching again.
On Wednesday, one friend from the gamecation group who decided to stay for the whole week messaged us that he was going to go out that night, who’s down. In total weenie-mode, I declined him initially with “well I actually kind of want to stay in tonight, there isn’t even any volume out”. Troy had a date and lacroix had some work to do. The gamecation friend (I’ll call him “M”) was not having any of this and sent a stern voice message “I didn’t come here to sit inside all day, I’m coming over to your place right now”. It jolted me and I responded that I’d go out with him.
ok let’s actually go out at night lol (the black girl duo)
We had just been hanging out on Broadway and in bars mainly talking about introspective shit. M seems to have strengths in all the things I’m weak at (enjoys keeping up social momentum and conversation with strangers, and general social calibration), and I seem to have the traits he’s weak at (being forward and steamrolling through girls’ objections and leading).
Anyway, we were walking up on the second floor of the outdoor mall area on Broadway and a black girl duo below us was taking a snap of us in from the distance. We comically posed for them, and then went downstairs to meet them. This proceeded to be the most hilarious and fun duo I’ve ever approached. One girl was super short and cute looks-wise, but acted fake bitchy and like she didn’t want to be out at all and claiming this is the second time she has ever been out over 3 years in Nashville (even though she was wearing a hyper slutty netted top and red tape over her nipples), while her friend who had the ass so phat u could rest a gatorade bottle on top of it was the ray of sunshine motherly friend who dragged the fake bitchy cute girl. Felt like I was talking with two anime characters, straight up. And in general, the more black girls I talk to, the more I like them.
M and I wanted to get some food and the girls agreed to come with us. But the nearby hot chicken place was closed. So then I just led us to a hot dog vendor, which was also closed. And then none of the bars in Printer’s Alley were serving food any longer. The girls were getting annoyed, but I basically ignored it and led us to this 24/7 pizza place. We ate pizza and basically just shot the shit for about an hour. The sunshine girl was bi and showing us girls she’s into. And in general the vibe was basically the tiny girl joke-complaining that she didn’t want to be out and she would rather be at home while the ray of sunshine was telling her to be outside more often.
Funniest moment was the tiny girl said “I like men…well I actually like penis” “so you like trans girls? like they look like a girl but then they have a penis.” “wtf?????????????????…..no…i like men”
We tried to pull the girls back to our place but they weren’t following us and wanted to go home so that went nowhere. But I was just amped up and thankful to M for dragging my ass out, because that black girl duo was probably the most fun I’ve had in a nightgame approach ever.
the canadian girls who SUCK at riding mechanical bulls
Feeling the momentum of the previous night, I went out with M again on Thursday night. We decided to try a thing where I open the girls because I’m good at pulling the trigger and he keeps the momentum going because he’s good at conversation. So we maybe opened 8-10 groups of girls this way and had some good interactions on the street.
There was one duo from Canada we approached inside a venue, but then bounced because we thought the set was stale. Later we found them walking around on the street so I reapproached them and they wanted to ride a mechanical bull. So I led us to this place with a mechanical bull and karaoke. M ditched the set while we were walking towards the venue, unbeknownst to me at the time that the girl he was talking to was repeatedly saying she had a boyfriend. So I was parading this Canadian duo to the mechanical bull place. We arrive, and they pay for the mechanical bull ride. First girl didn’t even last 3 seconds, and second girl lasted maybe 15 seconds. I was like WTF u suck, canada: 0 america: 1. But eventually the Canadian girls ejected to the bathroom. I rode the mechanical bull myself and then bounced from the venue to meet up with M again somewhere else.
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!!! OK HERE IT IS !!!
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meeting my “childhood friend”
Some other guys from the gamecation group had come out to Nashville on Thursday and M had met up with them. We 4 bounced to some other venue.
Did some dance floor approaches, and then I randomly decided to open this white chick “heyyyyyy!!!! I haven’t seen you in so long!!!!!! omfg!!!! what’s it been, like 10 years?????” she was like “huh???” at first but then got into the roleplay. She was genuinely acting like we hadn’t seen each other in forever, as if we were childhood friends. She was very touchy and extending the fantasy while we danced, asking me various questions about where I went and etc.,then she ended up asking for my snap. But then she ejected to the bathroom, so I thought that approach was dead and bounced out of the venue to do some street approach.
But then she calls me on snapchat. I can’t hear shit though.
I message her to meet me outside the venue "idk where ur at???"
So I video call her on Snapchat
and she's with another random guy
But I deduce where she is from the background and find them
And she thanks the guy for “watching over her” and latches onto me. i’m like wow okay
Guy wants her snap anyway, so they exchange hahahahaha thats right i’m on the other side now
”instadate” and pull
I decide to go for a pull to my place with drinks, and we argue about it while walking a block away.
She’s basically like, nooo omg I want to go to more clubs and drink… and she refuses to go any farther and turns around
ok fine…
so I take us to this chill bar with live music immediately nearby and buy us gin and tonics,
easy on the gin because im not about to make this chick hyper wasted (even tho we all know girls want to get so wasted they’re puking and etc)
chat for 10ish minutes, and she’s continuing and extending this “childhood friend” roleplay even more. like “oh u remember this teacher from middle school???” blah blah etc
she then talks about swing dancing, and how she can do it or whatever, so i just get up and lead her to dance floor
we dance in front of everyone but i fucking suck. she is actually teaching me moves hahahaha
anyway, then we bounce out of venue
start arguing on street again over pull
she’s just scatterbrained like “i want food….i want to go to more clubs…..i want to meet my friends….omg im staying here”
like typical and obvious “i have no idea what i wanna do please lead me and make me do something” girl behavior
from her turning around immediately while we were walking up the block, i was like there is no way we are walking to my place.
i order uber on my phone, and it’s instantaneously ready because it’s broadway and uber drivers are poaching
led her towards the uber while placating her whining with "yes i have snacks at my place we can eat there”
we get in the uber and she starts talking about how “omg did u hear about that uber driver who cut up the passenger???? omg that’s so scary”
i was just like wtf thats made up lol and put my arm over her and stroked her head and made small talk with the uber driver to change the subject
this is when i realized this is going to be my first nightgame cold approach pull ever. wtf???
wow my first nightgame pull ever??
we get to my place and she’s continuing to whine about wanting food
but she goes to the bathroom so i dim lights and chill on bed for a bit
she has me undo her skirt tho
uhhhh…this is probably on?
then i chill on bed some more and she turns on shower
and then she starts whining that there’s no hot water
i walk in the bathroom and she’s completely nude with her titties out
great slim body with aesthetically pleasing B cup titties and nipples, nice big ass
ok this is definitely going to be on
she was just being impatient, the water got hot within like 5 seconds of me checking it
anyway i go back to bed and wait for her to shower
then she walks into my room, hyper ditzy
and falls down and knocks over my nightstand
omgggggg don’t make fun of meeeee <3 <3
i pick her up and put her on the bed and sit down while she’s laying down
she’s like “omg…text my friends on my phone with the address and tell them im safe”
so i do that from her phone because for whatever reason she didnt want to
she starts whining about food again
i’m like “later”
and just immediately go for makeout
WELL NOW IT’S ON
the mouse to bulldog moment
make out, titty suck, nothing unusual. i have some reference experience from the escorts
start fingering her a bit, she’s definitely more moist than escorts but nothing crazy
tell her to get up on her knees doggy
i just stick it in no condom. lol!!!!!!!!!!!!
she actually was a little dry, so i ended up fetching some lube from the bathroom real quick
everything was good from there
fuck her slowly, quickly, etc doggy
i actually lasted like 20 minutes or so
S L A P P E D her ass repeatedly, leaving big red marks all over it
then when i was close to coming i pulled out and
shot jets all over her back
started rubbing it all over her
omgggg what are u doing lol <3 <3 <3 don’t do thatttttt <3 <3 <3
handjob + makeout to get hard again, another trick i learned from escorts
and then we proceed to have the most retarded round 2 of all time
this time i flip her over and do her missionary
sucking her titties more, making out, french kissing, light biting
she’s grabbing my ass, lightly biting me
we’re making out.
then she starts biting harder. AND HARDER.
i get even HARDER. my cock turned into a freaking diamond
but at some point i get annoyed with the biting
tell her “dinner’s over”
and chokeslam her into the bed to get her to stop
she then clamps my hands together harder over her neck
whimpering “choke me, choke me”
so now i’m thrusting hard in her while literally asphyxiating her to death (not literally!)
slapped her face a bunch too
and whenever i wasnt choking her or i didnt choke her hard enough
she would bite me hard af again
and i would get annoyed and chokeslam her again into the bed
this whole thing lasted like another ~90 minutes
i didn’t come after round 2, as expected
but she convulsed up into me at least two times, and would weirdly contort her body
so assuming thats how she was coming
she immediately knocked tf out and i tucked her in and i went to the bathroom
yooooooo wtf just happened
like a total autist, i messaged the story to my internet group chats
messaging for maybe an hour
at some point i was like ok im gonna cuddle this chick or something and fall asleep
but then i realized, wait holy shit, i have a hot naked girl in my bed right now
and i’ll likely never see her again
i can literally do anything i want to her
but my time is limited
was now like 7:00 am
lightly fooled with her titties again
reached down for her pussy
holy fuck she’s like soaking wet
like nothing like before
she didnt say anything, she just wanted me to find out for myself
i got instantly 100% hard again from fingering her slip n slide
turned her over so i could see her hot face and body
fucked her slowly and passionately
lots of time where i just thrust deep inside and stayed there
she CLAMPED onto my cock with her vagina muscles
i was like WTF this feels amazing
adding the additional baseline dynamic we had of me being bitten -> her being choked
i was like
u know what
i’m gonna EXPLODE inside
i don’t want to resist my biological desire anymore
years of repressing everything so society could put me where it wants to as some wimpy gayboy
FUCK THAT SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if i have a baby
it’s time to hustle and get my ass into the $10 million/year net worth band
would be awesome to have so much money where i can e.g. just hand $4000 a month to the mom no problem
and i love kids and would be awesome to visit my kids
i can handle this shit
i have a fetish for making my life as difficult as possible
god nerfed my base stats because it would be game over for everyone else if i got it easy
like making the olympic sprinter start 5 seconds after the middle schoolers
thats what they did
i BUSTED it all inside her (second time i came)
but she was so wet that it all got blended in
couldnt tell the pussy juice from the seed
and i was still 100% hard. didnt even lose my boner. didnt even take it out
didnt even fuckin stop….it’s time for ROUND 4
the dance of her bites and my chokes
it’s call and response
the big moments where she curled up and suddenly arched her back up
biting on her own fingers
biting and sucking on mine
occasionally she whispered “slow….” “fast…”
beyond that very few verbals
just pure implicit communication for everything
haha literally this one lay costed me between $35,000-$40,000
i remember on a podcast andy talked about how he took out a freaking bank loan just to move to central melbourne to cold approach
You guys remember that I started in
Chattanooga, Tennessee.
just some bullshit town in the south
FUCK that i paid double rent just to be in nashville, DESTROYED the freaking campus in 5 days and got kicked out
ejected off to austin and kept it cool there
spent 2 weeks back in my main house again tossing out everything from my old life and everything i owned fit in 2 backpacks and a suitcase
then went ballistic in california
came back here to nashville, got on the roids and boxing lessons, hired the escorts
$10k lasik’s like buying the groceries
by all means i could be sitting on “more cash”
if being out ~$40k is too scary for you, you deserve nothing. just live in mediocrity forever.
money is fake
she’s “sleeping” again and I’m autistically chatting with my groups. ok hello u have hot girl here in bed with u
she’s
STILL soaking wet. after 4 rounds and coming at least 5 times. maybe more i dont even know
the fact that she was somehow still obviously wanting more
i got hyper hard again
ROUND 5!!! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this one was even slower than start of round 3
lots of just slow thrusting
staying in there
passionate kissing
light biting but less kinky shit
stroking her hair
then out of nowhere i just hit it at 200 bpm
she was covering her mouth with her hand
gripping her legs around my back tighter and tighter
scratching my back with her long SLUT nails
convulsing more and more
then back to slow
steady
loving
gentle
i oscillated between the two at random intervals
sometimes she came while i was going slow
sometimes she came while i was RAILING her like a machine gun
uh lol it’s like 8:50 am ahhhahahahhh we started this shit at like 2:30
i kissed her a little bit one more time and called it.
the end
i stopped fucking her around 9:00 am
she got into the shower and i stood outside and we chatted
had way thicker of a southern country accent now for some reason lol
said she’s a cheerleader in grad school
WTF?!?!?!?!?!!?
she came to nashville to go to some concert and meet up with friends later
also she said she was on birth control, but asked if she should take plan b
i was like lol do whatever u want
“did u come inside…”
“yeah”
she forgot phone charger and wallet so i ended up buying her a phone charger hahahh
chilled in my room cuddling and she was showing me what she studies in school
i showed her my nerdy af music lmaooo
then her friend called to pick her up
i walked her out
she ended with “well, it was nice catching up with you again
”
sticking with the childhood friend roleplay to the end LOL!!!!!!
tl;dr (but u read this whole thing and LIKED it…):
first non-escort lay was with southern belle college cheerleader from a nightgame instapull
was a week after i had the previous escort
we fucked HARD for 5 rounds over ~6 hours no condom
80% of the sex was her literally trying to tear off the flesh from my bones and me getting fucking annoyed and chokeslamming her into the bed
and then when i didnt choke her hard enough she would start chomping on my skin again, process repeats
i
cataclysmically exploded in her, and she came like ~8 times.
i swear to god i didnt make this up lmaooooo
some pics: https://killyourinnerloser.com/forums/viewtopic.php?p=37954#p37954
Takeaways
Escorts
This entire thing would have NOT happened the way it did if I didn’t hire those two escorts.
I know it’s pretty controversial to hire escorts, but for someone with absolutely zero sexual experience, it really does de-fantasize and de-sensationalize sex.
This isn’t really about “losing your virginity” or “trying to get off”, it’s literally a form of training. I’d see it as a sandbox, or playground for real sex.
Because if you’ve never had sex before, you just have some weird abstract idea of what it actually is, and your mind hypes it up to be way more than it actually is.
Like finding an oasis with fresh, cool water in the desert. Compare that to some guy living in a house with running water.
Sex itself is really not that big of a deal, it’s great and all, but it’s just like food.
And when you’ve had the objective reference experience of performing sexual acts, even in an environment when you know it’s “simulated” and “fake”, it’s very easy to take that reference experience and springboard it into a real sexual encounter when it does arise.
I think the above elucidation about escorts is why I missed out at least 3 close calls to “weird and jilted escalation”. Because up until this girl, every time I pulled a girl, I was thinking OMG SEX!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and it short circuited my brain.
Girls could feel the vibe change and got immediately put off.
Whereas with this nightgame instapull, the moment we were driving in the Uber, I was literally just expecting that I was going to fuck this girl, in the same way when you go to a restaurant you expect to order food.
I didn’t do anything extra with her until she was just in my bed. I just patiently waited for her to get ready and do whatever without even schizzing out or thinking about it. We didn’t even make out or kiss on Broadway.
Sans the escorts, perhaps I would have pulled but then weirded out the girl, like I did at least 4-6 times previously.
I refrained from going into this much detail about escorts until I actually got an opportunity to get laid for real, and it was literally the next opportunity I had. I felt like the escorts fast forwarded my “sexual experience” by years.
Even Troy, who ended up hearing almost everything LOL!!!!! was like “I was honestly shocked, you sounded like you had been doing this for 2-3 years already in there. you just told her what to do like ‘bend over’ ‘get up’. and slapping her and shit”
I think it came off that way because I had zero fantasy expectations of what having sex was like, and could more focus on having the best experience possible and be maximally in control of everything
Nightgame
Clearly, I’ve been sleeping on nightgame on Broadway. This lay wasn’t from game/approach hustling. Was literally a result of my friend dragging me out to approach for 2 days.
This isn’t to downplay the other hustling I’ve been doing. I’m sure ROIDWYN is definitely an improvement over natural colgate too. And I gained a lot of experience with just being forward and steamrolling through interactions from being able to get girls on instadates from daygaming in California. So this is a culmination of everything I’ve been working on the whole time really. Specifically, combining good approach interaction and now with my newfound bedroom experience to replace whatever the fuck I was doing earlier.
I haven’t taken nightgame seriously yet because I had a hurdle that I wasn’t “cool” enough to really do it. And I kept making excuses like “I’m not even into white girls…”. But this lay was literally a slap in the face to wake me up. HELLO COLGATE ANYTHING IN THAT HEAD??? HERE’S OBJECTIVELY HOT WHITE CHICK WHO’S A CHEERLEADER. YOU CAN MAKE THIS SHIT HAPPEN.
So obviously I should be pivoting into hustling nightgame for real now. I’m literally in one of the best cities in the world to do nightgame and I’ve been
knocked-out cold and unconscious about it.
ok thats it
