I am so sorry man this is painful to read, I was already emotional listening to a sad song and this brought tears to my eyes
this is why this is a unique community, this community has no equal in the world. we can talk about quitting on one goal and moving to another with dignity and empathy. You won't see this in any other place.
I feel that this is such a beautiful song that can help bring relief to anyone who's in pain, it helped a lot today
Damn I am sorry my post hit you like that fam, that was not my intention with it, to bring other guys down.
I am not feeling bad about my change of goals, at all dude, truly and honestly, I am cool with it. You know yourself how hard I tried for so many years.
Life is about people, emotions, bonds, connection, and really creating amazing memories. If something is really just not making you feel good, it's OK to move on -
I did that stuff for 3 years, dude. Consistent. Worked hard at it. By the time I stopped, it was just making me miserable dude, because it didn't bring me the type of experiences I was looking for, real connection with great women. So, let it be, bro, all will be well.
We'll all be OK. Believe me.
I will stop hijacking Crimson's log now by telling you, my self improvement journey, is not over. You will see me with a great physique, and a great business, travelling the world enjoying a great life, with a significant audience, soon enough. Because of straight work ethic and dedication. I am going hard at this shit like I always do in life.
-MAC