I am Fuckin ANGRY

[Gönni]

Yo folks.

at this moment right now im sitting here and im VERY disgusted about my life.

i just play volleyball all day, and fuck a few average Girls a week and masturbate often to porn.

i almost burned a city. Here are living 118k People (30k students) and i layd here about 80- average Girls with over 1k approaches. (i never used Tinder(to much effort))

i sit here and life from social warefare money


The only 2 things i have knowledge about:
-How to fuck alot
-Everything about Fitness (when i dont know stuff, i know where i find it)

Funfact:
-im living in a ANTIFA house and the people here hate me because of storys. Its funny, that pushes me more to fuck even more Girls (you hear the sex in the entire house)

-------Why improve?---------------
SO I DONT SUFFER ANYMORE STUPIDLY THAN I HAVE TO | Time passes by ANYWAY, if u improve or not!
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I bought a Trainerlicence in Dezember 2019 which People finish in 2 Weeks. I´m not able to sit down and study.
- So my 1# Goal is to finish this stupid shit. (im sitting here VERY angry right now, also because a Girl wanted to come and she dont answers anymore)

I need a bigger City.
-To have the Sexlife i REALLY want. I need a BIG OPEN city. - i choosed Berlin (if you know better ones PLEASE TELL ME)

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So i create this blog, that i can keep myself accountable
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Every Evening i will set Goals for the next Day which help me to get to my main Goals.
-i will also write about the day, how i felt, how i overcame things and how proud i am about myself

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I will Achive Goal 1# in the first Week of September.
I will Achive Goal 2# till End of Dezember, so i can Party New Year in my New City

 

[Gönni]

Wednesday 12.08.2020

1.Call Trainer make Date for Exam
2.Sort everything to start Studying
3.Study 3 hours Net
4.approach 20 Girls

I will accomplish it.
-You dont get the Gold without the Dragon

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Update 12.09.20120 01:37AM

I met the Girl of my previous Text half an hour ago.
i instantly pulled her up, grabt her ass and Kissed her. (she was drunk and i stoned)
we isntantly searched for a chillplace to sit. (secret fuck spot)
-i talked 1 minit, i smoked weed and she made a cigarett
i grabbed her everywhere makeout etc.

Girl: too bad, you was to fast.
We made out again
Girl: no to fast
I talked with her for a minit
I tryed to make out, she didnt wanted.
-she left

Funfact.
I went back to the place and masturbated in proud & honor

now i make Pizza and go happy to bed.
-also did porn.

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[BouffeQ]

Chill dude. Also looking to move to a bigger city, can be as soon a October. Berlin is #1 on my list at the moment. Are you German?

 

[Luke95]

-im living in a ANTIFA house and the people here hate me because of storys.

Holy shit that sounds scary. Honestly, I wouldn't even bother approaching in a city with 120k people. Props for getting laid there.

 

[Gönni]

Wednesday 12.08.2020

1.Call Trainer make Date for Exam
2.Sort everything to start Studying
3.Study 3 hours Net
4.approach 20 Girls


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1.Exam Date set: 02.September.2020
2. Everything Set
3. Didnt got 3 hours, but learned and uderstood EVERYTHING that i brought this day with me
4. approached 25 Girls and gut 5 Numbers
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25 Girls are waaaay to many.. but i set the count to 20 and did it.

got a big rejection streak, but got back

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How the hell do you like a girl every WEEK?

Every Girl is like a new Present Box. and i like to open them. Its interesting and fun.
-didnt found a Girl yet for longer stuff
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Chill dude. Also looking to move to a bigger city, can be as soon a October. Berlin is #1 on my list at the moment. Are you German?

-Yes i am. Living in Göttingen right now, but also visit Paderborn pretty often.
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-im living in a ANTIFA house and the people here hate me because of storys.

Holy shit that sounds scary. Honestly, I wouldn't even bother approaching in a city with 120k people. Props for getting laid there.

you can forget your social reputation, but if I'm going to move anyway.. it doesnt really matter. | every day i see/approach Girls i already approached. Sometimes they get really angry and say i should stop harrass them.. but i dont even know who they are
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[Gönni]

How the hell do you like a girl every WEEK?
Every Girl is like a new Present Box. and i like to open them. Its interesting and fun.
-didnt found a Girl yet for longer stuff

I mean how can you be attracted to so many girls I find a girl decently attractive maybe twice a year and I "like-like" a girl every... 4-5 years? Yeah, it's hard to find a girl for long term So many variables have to fit.

Btw, how tall are you? I'm 5'11 and pretty skinny - you said you know a lot about fitness. Any tips?

I dont find every Girl attractive. But i approach every Girl i would fuck Naked. (low class impulsive pleasure)

im 193cm

Depends on what you want, how much effort you are willing to put in etc.

 

[Gönni]

GOALS 13.08.2020
-3 High Quality Super Hot Approaches where i have to stay in 2min+. (I will Confront my Dragon)
-learn Modul 4-5 until i understand it.
-repeat Modul 1-3
-clean my Room for 30 Minutes

 

[tenzinf92]

How the hell do you like a girl every WEEK?
Every Girl is like a new Present Box. and i like to open them. Its interesting and fun.
-didnt found a Girl yet for longer stuff

I mean how can you be attracted to so many girls I find a girl decently attractive maybe twice a year and I "like-like" a girl every... 4-5 years? Yeah, it's hard to find a girl for long term So many variables have to fit.

Btw, how tall are you? I'm 5'11 and pretty skinny - you said you know a lot about fitness. Any tips?

Matt we've told you a million times, once you just stfu and pump a few girls you'll want to fuck em all.

Tips for fitness: shut the fuck up, eat more food and lift some weights. If you don't want to lift weights, do pullups, pushups and squats. That's enough tips for now.

 

[terry_crews87]

MattsCrib

Matt we've told you a million times, once you just stfu and pump a few girls you'll want to fuck em all.

Tips for fitness: shut the fuck up, eat more food and lift some weights. If you don't want to lift weights, do pullups, pushups and squats. That's enough tips for now.

 

[Gönni]

Its 11:30am im in the Gym and i feel terrible. 0 Motivation 0 good Feeling. Depressions kicking in.
I feel dead inside.

These 25 coald Approaches are nothing compared to 3 high quality girls Interactions.
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Update 1:30PM

I almost quit Cardio at minit 2 because i had 0 Energy, so i fighted myself in my Head with a smile and did 25 Minutes.
Result:


Easy stuff dont get you anywhere
-Confront the Dragon, Get the Gold

 

[Gönni]

Pickup ist Bullshit.
Running around and fucking casual is bullshit.

-Do something Productive and Meaningful
-Get a Girlfriend
-Get some Friends
-Have a Hobby
-Have a good Relationship to your Family

I will still talk to girls, but its not for the coom anymore.

 

[Thebastard]

80 girls from 1000+ approaches (are we talking 1500 or what?) Those are some pretty elite stats brah!

 

[tenzinf92]

@MattsCrib

I am already doing bodyweight stuff,but yeah, just keep going.

ok good. tip #2 log your numbers to see your progress.
numbers not improving? eat more or sleep more or workout harder.

 

[Gönni]

80 girls from 1000+ approaches (are we talking 1500 or what?) Those are some pretty elite stats brah!

i dont know excatly, but i would guess around 1000-1100

thanks.

Update. 19.08.2020
-just got a rejection of a girl with hotpants where u can see the half of the ass. fuck

Didnt wrote the last days because i invested in 1 Girl. Didnt work out
last message of her: "You are a nice Guy, and a lot of Girls would be happy with you,........" (dont have to go further here)

Now im Angry, because i have 0 Girls
Zero
i am empty
-the first time in Months.


Plan how to fuck more:
-Approach more Girls
i dont care how i interact with these Girls, i will just screen ALOT

see ya.

 

[JamalHash123]

I went back to the place and masturbated in proud & honor

LMAO dying. godspeed brother.

 

[Dislexya]

This man is my hero.

 

[Gönni]

seeing a lot of ups and downs in your mentality. It's something I struggle with as well. Top of the world when you have girls, bottom of the world when you have none. Have you thought about addressing this?

by focussing at One Girl who i find attractive and i vibe with.

So;
Today i played only Volleyball and did some approaches on the way.

Thursday:
-Ming (east european style probably) 11am Ice
-Clary (anime girl) 8pm

Friday
-Alisa Redhead who sleeps at my place. ( sex) i got lucky, she is 16. and is visiting her Dad only a few times a year

 

[Gönni]

by focussing at One Girl who i find attractive and i vibe with.

So;
Today i played only Volleyball and did some approaches on the way.

Thursday:
-Ming (east european style probably) 11am Ice
-Clary (anime girl) 8pm

Friday
-Alisa Redhead who sleeps at my place. ( sex) i got lucky, she is 16. and is visiting her Dad only a few times a year

The age of concent Is 16 in Germany?

-yes it is

Update.
The First Girl (Ming)

I wrote her Yesterday evening: lets meet at 12 instead of 11, so i can train.

SHE wrote: oh Bad. I Unserstand you have No Time, so i meet some other at 12.

This fucking whore.

I deleted her number

 

[Gönni]

This fucking whore.

Is this mentality - getting this angry at a woman - helping you?

yes, and i already know how to fix it.

There are multiple mindsets:
-screening
-abundance(having so much sex that u dont care)
-numbersgame

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You screen X Girls, X Girls find you attractive, X Girls are Sexually Available, X Girls who you can fuck 1 Time, X Girls who u can fuck longer, X Girls with who you can do 3s.
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In Berlin i will destroy everything. with GoPro Footage and stuff, be prepared.

 

[Gönni]

She sucked my dick.

i overate aaaalot..