No, I'm not dead,
yet! A lot to unpack here, will start with the lay reports. Too much to go into FULL detail on every report, some of them recent, some of them a few months ago.
BUMBLE - 24 - JAPANESE
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2nd date pulled to house without resistance and made it happen. It was her first time with a foreigner, still am seeing her on/off as a plate, dressed her up as a maid
and made her wear some lingerie a while ago, but not as interested in the whole dressing up girls thing, as I thought I would be
She asked me to be her boyfriend but I gave her a speech about how I'm not ready and these things take time to develop even
though I have 0 intention of being her boyfriend. Owe a lot to her in progressing my Japanese from almost zero, as she was still interested even after the language barrier.
タップリ - 23 - JAPANESE
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It was her first time with a foreigner, took me
3 DATES to smash this chick, I tried to pull on the 1st date but she kept saying ホテルに行けない、行けない hotel I can't go, I can't go.
Could have turned her into a plate, but at the time I was trying to balance the 2 others, and it was too much work for me to handle at the time. SAYONARA
The juice was not worth the squeeze and ended up ghosting her after the smash date. 2 dates later, had dinner with her and then went to a love hotel after 経験人数＋１人！
BUMBLE - 26 - Half Chinese Half Japanese
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It was her first time with a foreigner, took me 3 dates to smash, went over to her apartment and the rest is history! 経験人数＋１人！
Still seeing her as a plate, probably the best sense of the humor so I have a lot more interest in seeing her then the other boring girls just for sex purposes.
タップル - 22 - Japanese
Can write a more detailed report on this one as it happened as a few hours ago
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Probably the most feminine girl I've went out with, there's a word for it in Japanese lmao ぶりっ子「woman or girl who acts cute by playing innocent and helpless」
First date, went out to get coffee pretty standard 1 hour date, I took her to a pretty high end looking coffee place that's actually
affordable, wasn't really feeling like I could pull her, or wasn't sure even so I just let it go. She ended up meeting her friend after we parted ways anyways
Did the hour date, at the end we went to a photo booth and took pictures together, she wanted too. She wrote in Japanese on her photo 初対面 first meeting,
THATS GOOD RIGHT I THOUGHT!?!
She met with her friend after, and I went back to home base. been texting and off for 2 weeks or so since she lives 2 hours away by train. She said some stuff like Oh well I'd love to sleep over blah blah blah
THAT MEANS WE WILL HAVE SEX RIGHT? Who the fuck knows with these creatures. Saw her tonight, standard date had lunch with her
Throughout the date was probing her logistics for what she is doing after, if she's meeting a friend, or leaving at a certain time
NOTHING, perfect. Now is my chance strike, after we finishing up going into a book store, I said let's go to the love hotel ホテルに行こうか、OK!
No resistance or
HOTEL? WHAT! As we walk to the hotel I just keep maintaining conversation, no need to make it awkward
We both know
why we're going there. We get there, pay the sweet old Japanese women at the counter 3500円 for 3 hours, thanks!
Get into the room, take off our shoes, talk a bit, sit next her, just trying to maintain more sexual tension, and drag out the foreplay
Touching her body, grabbing her all over, kissing everywhere, after a while of that.
ITS TIME TO PROCREATE, the animal thinks to himself
Fucked her in missionary for 20 minutes I think, we're resting together and we tried to do another time, I can't fit inside... Not wet enough...
We propose to go to the cheap store to get some lube hahaha, so there I am, buying a
BIG BOTTLE of lube with a cute Japanese girl with me
Comical. Get back to the hotel and let nature run its course, made her cum every round which felt nice, I get a lot of pleasure out of
knowing I am pleasing the girl in bed. 経験人数＋１Showed her off to her train line and off I went back to home base.
JAPAN THOUGHTS / PERSONAL DEVELOPMENT
As far as reflecting on my time up until this point so far, I feel proud, but not yet satisfied. At the start of coming here I went
Through a lot of pain in regards to Japanese. You're a cool normal guy back home, but you're a retard here you can't even speak!
When I first arrived here on this mystical island filled with cute anime girls, samurais I
REFUSED, to speak english, or meet up with english speakers.
REFUSED.
I remember immediately disqualifying girls who tried to speak english to me on dating apps, and I still do. I went on SO many bullshit dates, that went NO WHERE. But I was still speaking Japanese though
I didn't give a shit, I thought IM SPEAKING JAPANESE BITCHES. timewasters, cucks, ANYONE that was a WOMAN IN A BODY (within reason) I was meeting with. I still vividly remember my first date here, with a 30 year old Japanese chick
I got destroyed linguistically. I could hardly speak, mumbling out my words, stuttering, saying whats your hobby and using all my vocabulary until it ran out into nothing. But I didn't care, I knew that I was going in the right direction.
I would do that, immerse myself in Japanese more,
NEXT TIME, I will say
THIS, I will implement
THAT
You stack a brick a day, one day you'll make Rome.
Try being Mr. James Bond the first time you get to a foreign country that uses symbols as their natural way to speak, it's impossible at the start.
But I kept at it, I kept trying, I would get destroyed on dates linguistically, sometimes wanting to cry just because I was garbage at Japanese, and I knew the only way is THROUGH. Meeting up with the english bandits wasn't going to help my cause.
I feel like coming here has made me somewhat selfish in some regards. I don't give a fuck about your efforts in learning my native language, I will
NOT be the one compromising.
Because
someone has to, well fuck that. I'm going to create my
OWN reality that
ONLY uses Japanese.
I would go on like this, getting destroyed on dates linguistically, going home immersing myself more, slowly adding more and more to my arsenal.
I refused to fall into the gaijin trap, being best friends with foreigners or foreigner friend groups who
ONLY speak my native language, I will never learn about
JAPANESE culture by doing that.
I truly feel like this entire experience has been immense on my personal development, especially getting it out of the mud, coming with nothing but a suitcase, and a dream.
Hell, I came from across the world and rolled the damn dice, that's life is all about. When you're on your death bed, you'll have a lot to think about.
My entire world view has changed, I have a whole new perspective on people who speak a foreign language, immigrants and their struggles in trying to make it. Breaking out of my shell, being forced to do things even if you don't want to in a foreign language, painful or not, communication is not a need,
it's your life.
From immersing in Japanese, making friends, making plates. I've learned so much and it was in
JAPANESE and that's really beautiful to experience and learn something that isn't bullshit translated and getting the
REAL STORY, the
REAL CULTURE, and how people of a different culture think in real time.
I completely changed the path I was on, and created a new reality in a foreign language.
But I still have a long way to go, I am
NO WHERE near where I want to be, and a lot has to be done to meet those ends.
God gives mercy after hard times
I feel like in terms of recent success and how women are responding to me, I feel like my efforts have been paying off after being destroyed for so long and analyzing after every time how I can improve myself/my Japanese.
I can now have a FULL DATE in Japanese with ease, with sometimes not being able to understand, but being to able to ask if I don't understand/convey my thoughts.. I am able to enjoy my interests in Japanese, talk with people and go about my life in another language,
SOMETIMES. This is crucial here, if you want to break this island in two, it has to be in their language, in their domain.
This whole episode of my life was a dream I had when I was 18 looking at the computer in my moms basement, so it's nice and satisfying to see a bit of come together.
GYM + FASHION
Been hitting the gym pretty consistently after language school, no matter what I'm feeling. Just ok we go gym now. It first started stemming from well, if my Japanese isn't good right now, so I might as well be the best looking version of myself I can be lmao. I might as well work on myself
AND Japanese.
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Arms have been a strong suite, so working on chest/back. Need to dial in nutrition more if I want to see gains faster I think
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Bought some fake rick owens on a site that was backed up by all the fashion guys on reddit with positive reviews, they've probably
Been the BEST fashion pieces I've bought up until this point. Been trying to research and search up for fashion that matches my archetype, HARDFACE THUGGMAXXX
I can't go the cute asian guy/oofy doofy white look, don't have the face for it.
Still have tons of work to do, regarding with Japanese, fighting for my spot here, self improvement, dating, lets wrap this up.
From this point forward
MORE LAYS
MORE FASHION
MORE WORK
MORE BITCHES
MORE PAIN
MORE JAPANESE
MORE SUCCESS
Lets get to it.
