FerWhitmore7733
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- Jun 21, 2020
Well guys, I'm fucking happy.
My first date! And it was better than expected.
I matched on tinder with this cute girl, a few years older than me and really beautiful. We chatted for a short period and then I made the move: I invited her to have a drink.
A lot of things I still can not believe, happened:
• I thought I would be a train-wreck of nerves during the date, but it was the opposite. I was calm and even smooth!
• She is a very open and caring person, and shares the philosophy of “you and me”.
• I was capable of moving the conversation towards sex, when I thought it would be nearly impossible to me. In fact, it was easier than expected. I told her I was practicing Italian with Rocco Siffredi’s youtube channel, and from that, I moved the conversation to porn and sex.
• And the most amazing thing: When the date ended, I invited her (not to my place, but to a hotel). I fucking did it. I thought this would be the most difficult thing to do. But I did it, and on my first date ever. She refused though, but it wasn’t a “you are disgusting” kind of refusal. It was more like “I don’t want to have sex on a first date” kind of refusal.
• Then, I asked for a kiss, and we kissed. The first fucking time a girl kisses me because of my own merit, and not because of money. I kissed girls before, and I fucked girls before, but most of them were prostitutes, and others were pure luck. This kiss though, it was because of my own merit.
The date ended and I walked to the bus station like Steve Ballmer on a Microsoft presentation:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nrtz6tiIgy4
So, I went back home with a huge smile on my face (and with a huge erection, I REALLY wanted to nail her against the fucking wall... but hey, not bad for my first time! I’ll try again on our second date)
Ok, to sum up… This is a small step, but it is one I wouldn’t be capable of take without Kill Your Inner Loser. Thanks, Andy. Thanks for your tinder guide, thanks for your philosophy of “you and me” which is beautiful and practical, and thanks for articles like “don’t kill yourself, which helped me in my darkest times.
It may seem like a very little step, but it feels huge to me.
My first date! And it was better than expected.
I matched on tinder with this cute girl, a few years older than me and really beautiful. We chatted for a short period and then I made the move: I invited her to have a drink.
A lot of things I still can not believe, happened:
• I thought I would be a train-wreck of nerves during the date, but it was the opposite. I was calm and even smooth!
• She is a very open and caring person, and shares the philosophy of “you and me”.
• I was capable of moving the conversation towards sex, when I thought it would be nearly impossible to me. In fact, it was easier than expected. I told her I was practicing Italian with Rocco Siffredi’s youtube channel, and from that, I moved the conversation to porn and sex.
• And the most amazing thing: When the date ended, I invited her (not to my place, but to a hotel). I fucking did it. I thought this would be the most difficult thing to do. But I did it, and on my first date ever. She refused though, but it wasn’t a “you are disgusting” kind of refusal. It was more like “I don’t want to have sex on a first date” kind of refusal.
• Then, I asked for a kiss, and we kissed. The first fucking time a girl kisses me because of my own merit, and not because of money. I kissed girls before, and I fucked girls before, but most of them were prostitutes, and others were pure luck. This kiss though, it was because of my own merit.
The date ended and I walked to the bus station like Steve Ballmer on a Microsoft presentation:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nrtz6tiIgy4
So, I went back home with a huge smile on my face (and with a huge erection, I REALLY wanted to nail her against the fucking wall... but hey, not bad for my first time! I’ll try again on our second date)
Ok, to sum up… This is a small step, but it is one I wouldn’t be capable of take without Kill Your Inner Loser. Thanks, Andy. Thanks for your tinder guide, thanks for your philosophy of “you and me” which is beautiful and practical, and thanks for articles like “don’t kill yourself, which helped me in my darkest times.
It may seem like a very little step, but it feels huge to me.