Met her again today. It was clear that she wanted to fuck. She touched my penis and stuff but i didnt escalate. I think at this point its over for me. What else can she do, really? Why im like this lol....
Anyway i found out that she is into BDSM, likes rough sex (like she wants me to destroy her, literally. Likes to get choked until she pass out and stuff). And she doesnt have a gag reflex, i fingered her throat lol, felt like a boss that moment haha
But i need to sort my head out really, other girls wont make it that easy for me. I hope she didnt lost interest in me. Last time i stayed there until 4am, now she kinda threw me out at 10pm..
