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View attachment 1is this too much faceapp? All i did was smirk and shave. Also, i know i look borderline hideous because of the curse known as facial hair, but man, i am one ugly fucker.

Gonna seriosilt consider facial hair removal surgery
edit: top is normal bottom is facapped to
 
so frustrated angry, crying alone again in my room after relapsing on masturbation.

It’s getting pathetic i’m ltierallt starting to fap to some of the hinge matches which ghost me lol

why am i such a loser. I hate myself. i wish i didn’t destroy my face during puberty
 
rohanp said:
so frustrated angry, crying alone again in my room after relapsing on masturbation.

It’s getting pathetic i’m ltierallt starting to fap to some of the hinge matches which ghost me lol

why am i such a loser. I hate myself. i wish i didn’t destroy my face during puberty

As a guy who avoided porn for 10 years, and didn't fap for about 2-3 of those years

You must not judge yourself harshly here

You're not a loser

You just need to rewire your brain

I cried alone in my room many times when I was about your age, maybe a little older when I got really blackpilled

-Why do you feel you're pathetic?

-What is causing your frustration?

You have a lot of judgement towards yourself for masturbating. Why is this?

Finally.........

What is one commitment you could make in the next 24hrs to have a better day?

What can we do in the next 24hrs to make the day a W?

And what are some small steps you can take over the course of the next week, to get closer to your goals?

You'll be OK, bro.

It gets better

MAC
 
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MakingAComeback said:
rohanp said:
so frustrated angry, crying alone again in my room after relapsing on masturbation.

It’s getting pathetic i’m ltierallt starting to fap to some of the hinge matches which ghost me lol

why am i such a loser. I hate myself. i wish i didn’t destroy my face during puberty

As a guy who avoided porn for 10 years, and didn't fap for about 2-3 of those years

You must not judge yourself harshly here

You're not a loser

You just need to rewire your brain

I cried alone in my room many times when I was about your age, maybe a little older when I got really blackpilled

-Why do you feel you're pathetic?

-What is causing your frustration?

You have a lot of judgement towards yourself for masturbating. Why is this?

Finally.........

What is one commitment you could make in the next 24hrs to have a better day?

What can we do in the next 24hrs to make the day a W?

And what are some small steps you can take over the course of the next week, to get closer to your goals?

You'll be OK, bro.

It gets better

MAC

So basically i was driving with my roommate and he was talking about how he fucked a 6’3” latina chick (my dream lay) once. He’s 5’6” white passing with hazel eyes and a small nose (aka everything i desire besides the height) and then i just felt it throughout the rest of the time. I came back and just started fapping again, this time to some of my fucking hinge matches which ghosted me.

This guy is everything i’m not. i’m jealous, resentful, angry, bitter, and don’t know what to do really. I was feeling much better about myself (even starting to escalate with a. girl i matched with onhunge who calls me got nearly every day).


fuck man. i was doing so much better and then it all collapsed. i fucking hate myself so much.
 
rohanp said:
so frustrated angry, crying alone again in my room after relapsing on masturbation.

It’s getting pathetic i’m ltierallt starting to fap to some of the hinge matches which ghost me lol

why am i such a loser. I hate myself. i wish i didn’t destroy my face during puberty

Shit deadass man, but mainly just the profiles. I am tryna stay pornfree and its hella triggering.
 
jakeD said:
Try to find other outlets too. It's alot easier when you can fuck or hit up girls and redirect it towards that. And the more time passes the easier it gets as well.

i’m unable to fuck
 
jakeD said:
You can't vibe or interact with women properly either when your brain is all rotted from porn if you want some additional motivation too. Not to mention it trashes your dick.

It fucks your motivation. Just stay the fuck away from it if you can.

You got tons of potential. If you throw it away on some naked women on a computer screen, you're being big time stupid.
I am 19, with no friends in my campus, and not good enough to get girls to come over from hinge besides maybe one 7/10 white chick.

How can i start to interact with women?
 
rohanp said:
jakeD said:
You can't vibe or interact with women properly either when your brain is all rotted from porn if you want some additional motivation too. Not to mention it trashes your dick.

It fucks your motivation. Just stay the fuck away from it if you can.

You got tons of potential. If you throw it away on some naked women on a computer screen, you're being big time stupid.
I am 19, with no friends in my campus, and not good enough to get girls to come over from hinge besides maybe one 7/10 white chick.

How can i start to interact with women?

start with the 7/10 white chick
 
pancakemouse said:
rohanp said:
I am 19, with no friends in my campus, and not good enough to get girls to come over from hinge besides maybe one 7/10 white chick.

How can i start to interact with women?

start with the 7/10 white chick

even she’s losing interest in my subhuman ass despite calling me hot for three days in a row
 
Why are you on the forums if you're going to ask the most basic, low-investment questions ever like "how do I talk to women"?

hint: look at literally any of the logs or any of the website articles

rohanp said:
almost 50 girls have ghosted me in the last three weeks

don't post the screenshots of your texting or anything, there's no need to improve the controllable factors of your dating pipeline at all, this website is solely for complaining and acting like everything is out of our control

and definitely don't consider that this is literally everyone else's experience. unless you're under the delusion that we convert 100% of matches into dates or something. you understand that by definition, the matches that don't turn into dates ghost us right (or waste our time texting but never meeting).

I've probably been ghosted by 50000 women at this point, including 100s that I had to physically approach in person, guess I'll fucking detonate the vest, speaking of which

rohanp said:

resolved
 
september said:
Why are you on the forums if you're going to ask the most basic, low-investment questions ever like "how do I talk to women"?

hint: look at literally any of the logs or any of the website articles

rohanp said:
almost 50 girls have ghosted me in the last three weeks

don't post the screenshots of your texting or anything, there's no need to improve the controllable factors of your dating pipeline at all, this website is solely for complaining and acting like everything is out of our control

and definitely don't consider that this is literally everyone else's experience. unless you're under the delusion that we convert 100% of matches into dates or something. you understand that by definition, the matches that don't turn into dates ghost us right (or waste our time texting but never meeting).

I've probably been ghosted by 50000 women at this point, including 100s that I had to physically approach in person, guess I'll fucking detonate the vest, speaking of which

rohanp said:
i need to cut myself 10 more times to punish myself for failing again.

writing like this is absurdly disrespectful of the forums and my official response, since this is a self-harm threat, is: go down the wrists and tell the hospital I sent you.

if you want to ask for help, actually ask for help. plenty of guys here have gone through depression or self harm or whatever and have a lot to offer people who want to change.

like what are you expecting? mommy to come in and be like no booboo dont cut yourself 😢😢😢😢 heres the attention you want 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

it's a self improvement forum. the point is to change.

and I'm seeing 0 intent of that when you post that you "need" to cut yourself without any reflection whatsoever on how absurd it is to write that here.
what do i say here? i do a better job of being able to escalate to a date but not further View attachment 2
here’s an example of how bad i mess up and totally frozeView attachment 1View attachment 2

Also- have been in the gym for almost two weeks now plus therapy. My mental state was far worse two weeks ago. I go outside more, and am making more friends at my gym and in uni.

However, the feeling of inadequacy still pops up because my mind self consciously compares myself to people i know. I do need newer friends it does seem and i am on the verse of it.

I don’t and will never blame outside factors like race or whatever, also worth mentioning i know two folks my height and shorter and indian who kill it with women. Unfortunately i lost contact through im trying to re-establish connection via instagram. What i will blame is-
1. pictures which give me only 1-4 matches a day instead of 5-10. However, i’ve managed to create a semi respectable hinge profile which i’m proud of over the weeks. Gonna get some natural photos as well and hire a photographer using PWF guide.
2. My unsatisfactory style which is getting better and better as i find inspiration online and from a friend of mine who’s currently helping me through this dark time.
3. My text game

Also, i did not know that most matches do not convert to dates. But thank you for letting me now.

Yesterday and friday night were too bad times in my life. I got a massive anxiety attack. But, i will say after being a bit productive this morning and meditating, i am feeling much, much better. In fact, I would honestly like to apologize and request the above posts to be deleted. I will go get myself some sunlight and catch-up on some studies as well now. It was my fault.

I am here to improve and there is no doubt in my mind that only great things await me if i keep hitting the gym and keep meditating twice every day.
 
Anyway need to update my log (10/15/2023)
1. 5lbs down from last week. Hitting more PRs and getting stronger.
2. Bad anxiety attack on friday night, which is being combated myself. Being more productive and eating healthier, and honestly, it’s better on my mental health
3. Snapped on girl on wednesday who straight up called me hot, which is a huge surprise to me tbh. I plan to take her our next week.
 
It might be happening.
It might just be happening.
Oh my ghosh i’m so proud of myself.
 
10/17/2023:
1. Back in the gym consistently, working out with friends and socializing with people
2. PR on incline dumbbell press
3. Mental health becoming better
4. Date planned for this Thursday
 
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