decided to take outside pictures once a week, every Wednesday, it's the only day i don't work so i can take pictures at sunset, golden hour
today was my first try, didn't care about outfit, hair etc, the goal here was to learn to turn on the camera and do the basics. I have a canon eos 1300d, the cheapest one i found on amazon warehouse, i don't know if this camera can do those pictures with blurry background, i will keep learning and practiing outside once a week
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the goal is to do a picture with blurred background like this one
i tried manuel mode this time, is about 1800, shutter speed in the middle range, i tried the 3 focus modes the camera have but i didn't notice any difference, i didn't hear the camera focus even when i slowly pressed halfway, i have to look into that. I used the countdown timer to take shots not the best solution because i have to sprint in position and my guess is that the camera stops detecting faces once the coundown starts
I also have the option to use the canon app
i didn't do much this week except lifting and working, i think all day but i dont do much, i always think of taking big action because i feel life is slipping away from my heads, meaning if i don't take massive action i might find myself 40 years old still delivering pizza at night and half assing self improvement daytime
just to give you an example 2 weeks ago i decided to post a vlog everyday here, so i keep myself accountable and improve my english, i understand english very well but i'm not fluent, if i vlog i improve my english so i can create an english version of my gaming channel, this way i have 2 streams of income, but i din't do it. i didn't post everyday...
this is what i mean when i say i think stuff i dont do, and it's been like that for years now, i'm improving but at a very small pace
i will also seek medical help, maybe i have clinical depression and treatment would improve my life. I think there is no shame in that, i am not talking about feeling sad, i'm talking about real chemical imbalance in the brain, if i have that and i don't treat it would be like shoting myself in the foot, because everybody is improving themselves with a normal brain and i'm not
the problem is to find a good doctor, a bad doctor would give an anti depressant even if you don't have real depression. In my case i only want to take if i have a real imbalance, if i'm just sad from past experiences and don't have real chemical imbalance i will just keep pushing
i also would like to be coached and do exactly what the coach tells me to do, just like bodybuilding if you have someone telling you what to do is easier, but i can't afford it, right i make something like 800/900 euros a month