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I had a log here a few years ago and am at a bit better place in my life but still have a lot of demons I need to take care of. Nine months ago I moved to a new city to start a new job at a financial brokerage and moved in with my girlfriend, which was a lot of change for me all at once. I'm...

I definitely want to go to peru in a year or so for a vacation... do an ayahuasca retreat, then explore cusco, machu picchu, amazon rain forest.

Haven't logged in in awhile and just saw this. I switched to Hollisters from Levi and they have held up pretty well. They're cheaper, seem to be higher quality, and look decent. Only pair that hasn't lasted is the one distrassed pair I bought, whereas the skinny/slim ones are great. Levi 511's...

Yeah I still haven't found a solution to social anxiety either. Exposure therapy is recommended but only seems to help so much, at least for me. For example, I still get pretty socially anxious at the job I've been at the past 5 years, with mostly the same people. So I'm pretty exposed to that...

Problem is their shortest ones are a 30 length. Not sure what my actual length is seeing every pair of same size levi's seems to have a different length. I'll have to try them out though. Love skinny and slim stretch.

Looked at those but every single pair was ripped which I'm not a hige fan of. Will keep my eye open though next time I'm in the mall.

Looking for a solid, comfortable jean brand to switch to. Have solely used Levi's because they look decent and are comfortable but I'm tired of them. The sizing is so inconsistent... I just ordered two 511's - both 30/29 slim jeans and one is two inches longer than the other somehow. What's the...

Whelp, chick who was pretty into me just broke it off with me. Back to being alone by myself every day, again lol. Also, signed up for new gym that work is paying for.

May need to find another career choice then. Idk if I'm smart enough to learn a ton of languages, especially at my age, and translate that into something. Girl I'm seeing could get me a job at Fidelity. Would bump me up to around 50k plus benefits starting but way more work/stress. Or I could...

Randomly decided to log in to forum and responded to Mattscrib message. Saw the posts on here and figured I'd update. Have been through a lot since March. I got my first apartment without roommates, which is nice enough and way better for my mental health. Got a cute kitty who destroys all of...

No, just in general. I'm not going to post anymore and giving myself to the end of the year. Really do appreciate everyone's comments and help on here, thank you. And best of luck bro, keep at it.

Yeah, my two biggest issues are social and my looks. I'm embarrassed to be seen by or be around people because of how bad I look. Just short of humiliating. People will mock me, stare, or talk shit about me, which in turn makes me obviously bad socially. I can post pics of examples, ever though...

I honestly can't come up with much. There aren't many good things to say. I would be lying if I came up with things, just to answer your question. That's pretty typical for me, not just because I'm in a bad mood.

Appreciate the post. I just don't see the point anymore and anytime I'm on a good streak, making progress, I end up getting depressed again and relapsing... going back to square one. Anything can cause it. People talking shit about me behind my back at work, being mocked out in public, realizing...

Naw, I hate having roommates.

Oversleeping, overeating, acting like I'm working all day at work. Haven't packed one box and I have to move in a few days. Haven't worked out in over a week. I just don't really see a point to any of this. All to what, maybe sleep with a few new girls I'm not really into and watch while others...

Meanwhile their save the world, let everybody in politics causes huge uptick in violence and rapes...

Greatly appreciate that, really, but I don't want to waste your time by taking a discount. I did also put that you should be depressed if your life sucks. That's still true. Besides a few very very minor blips here and there, it has sucked the last 16+ years. Just pretty sure at this point...

5 Psychologists and $3000 isn't trying? Alright... please do silent me.

How will it help if it can't fix the things Im most fundamentally unhappy with. That's the thing I never understood about it... And they just tell me I'm fine, I'm normal, I'm at least average looking, etc. when I know these arent true. Not one of the people I went to even explained cbt to me...