Nov 2
Pull + no hookup
Two sentence summary
Went on a date with a girl from last month, who was near the low end of good enough. Contemplated pulling her, pulled her, she didn't want to do anything, nor did I after 2 failed attempts.
Background
Girl I matched with last month and flaked earlier asked to meetup and "promised" to be here.
Problem was. This was a girl that was near the low end of acceptable to bang last month when I was going hard...
Date
So I spent the whole date contemplating if I wanted to bring her back. I just thought ok, fine, if she gives a good BJ it's worth it.
Also talked with Andy about this last week on the podcast, so felt like the right decision.
Pulled
Pulled pretty quick. Probably 15-20 minutes. I did not waste time on the date. Standard pull script:
"How much time do you got?"
"Wanna watch a show?"
"Let's go"
Bedroom stuff
But once I got back. I put on a tv show. Kind of ignored her for 2 minutes and just went to the washroom. I did it to remind myself to actually try.
Came back
Told her to take a mint.
She refused.
Told her to sit closer.
She refused.
Then I said... Ok we don't have to do anything.
She said "I'm chill"
...First of all I was barely attracted to her at this point and her resistance killed it completely.
Turned up the volume on the show and started watching it. Did not say a word to her and 5 minutes later she said "Ok I'm gonna go".
Thoughts
Zero fucks.
Had this girl been hot. Different story.
I would've been more sexual on the date. On the pull everything. I would've engaged way more. But I think my reluctance cooled her off if she was dtf at any point.
That's how I interpreted this one.
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Have one date tomorrow (who confirmed literally 60 seconds ago, and she's actually attractive)
And tomorrow I finally get a decent chunk of time to myself and to work through my weekly goals.
Sprezza said:
Manganiello said:
What I'm not sure about right now
- I really want to make a lot of money rn
- I really want to fuck hot girls rn
They seem to directly conflict with each other. Going through that book will clarify these seemingly conflicting desires. But I'm just noting this down because I see this as the major thing I need to get clear about over the next 2 months.
Read this article from GLL. It could help deciding:
https://www.goodlookingloser.com/laid/fundamentals/confidence/how-to-stop-feeling-guilty-for-prioritizing-your-sex-life-when-you-think-you-should-be-doing-other-things#!kmt-start=40
Also BlackDragon (Caleb Jones) states that it is better to handle the woman life first since it will be a distraction later on in the business life.
I also know that BoyToy went into celibacy to really focus on his business since it was too distracting.
Appreciate that bro.
I've read that article more than any other lol. It's been a constant nagging problem. But I'm well aware I can do one of those at a time. Not both.
Probably will keep focused on banging chicks.
I just want to sort it in my head so I can have the mental bandwidth that comes from not being conflicted.