MAC DADDY CHECKING IN!
(1) Money:
IronWill, is doing well, happy roster of clients, and very exciting work.
Focus will be on serving these people, and to serve them more, I have to make more money, and invest more into the business. I am not going to be living high on the hog for the next 3 years, to put it mildly. Any money I make, goes straight into IronWill. I need to level it up, hire an assistant, invest in more infrastructure, and GIVE these guys more, so in the future, it will come back to me.
To get that, I will work on my sales process, and nail down some things in the program.
We're doing a monthly group call together, where we optimise everyone's protocol in the 3 areas of life.
The next group call, will be health & biology optimisation, and I'll give an hour long presentation, and everyone will optimise their current protocol from this. I design all of their protocols.
(2) Muscles:
Smashing gym, getting strong.
Coach has been awesome. In the last 4 weeks, I've gained a tonne of strength, and am putting on size now. Deadlifts went from 100kg to 155kg, bench press I just missed 100kg, but I did hit 40kg dumbbells on the flat bench for 8 reps (that's 90lb dbs).
Body, will be locked down this year. For sure.
(3) Mindset:
Inner work & self love, letting go, is daily work for me.
It can be very triggering, and Hungary is pretty much Brown Death. I get, maybe 1 lead a month. And that is with me hustling on the apps, daily. Mostly, these are quite unattractive and undesirable women. Yeah, not great.
But I did close 2 cuties. #18 was attractive, as was #19.
When you hustle hard, for long enough, you simply create outcomes through law of large numbers. Balkan Beauty, wanted fast dick, and I got in there first. The other girl, was 6ft3, so she just really wanted a man taller than her, and after exchanging numbers with her on Tinder, she invited herself to my house he next day. I enjoyed the psychology of these experiences, in particular, the very passionate and deeply intimate sex with the girl from Montenegro, and with the Amazonian girl, catching her longingly glancing at me holding her in my mirror, and how she just needed to see a man, who was taller than her, and masculine, holding her in his arms, was interesting....the positioning of my mirror, is such, that when we're stood, she'd have to turn her head to look, while we were hugging. She just needed to see. She needed to feel small. I felt for her. She got very good quality Chad dick, and it made her happy. Wish her well.
All leads, texted a little, and then fizzled out.
As per usual in Europe.
Product: Market fitment. There are many tells. The online dating apps, remain dry for MAC DADDY! Same story as the past 3 years. I may get a match or two a month, mostly, these are grizzled and unattractive sorts, who I myself and beyond bored to tears of.
As the years go by, and the dates (in their hundreds) now, pass, a strange kind of pattern recognition starts to occur, as they begin to blur into the ether. The deeper experiences and human connections we seek, becomes fleeting, and increasingly remote. We begin to adapt, and adjust to the new world, of superficial, shallow, surface level connection. It seems women just don't really care about forming relationships or bonds anymore - but you remind yourself, this isn't the case for many other men. You then, think more deeply, and grapple with the actual issues: relative SMV disparities, racist objections (you can't blame women for their preferences, and furthermore, if they are ashamed to date you and show you to their friends and family, expect the pain that the dating game will bring the lower SMV folk).
The learnings one gleans about the human animal, and the brutal dynamics at play, are certainly interesting, and at least give one the power to optimise what is within one's locus of control, and come to acceptance for all other matters.
I will leave this location, 1st of March, and go back to my parents for a month. England, is not a kind location to me, and I expect this time will be spent largely "off" my overall mission, and just focused on biz & bod. I will go to NYC in April, where I will resume the overall mission in life.
I will say, the normal string of flakes, ghosting, and thinly-veiled racist objections in texts after dates, no longer hurt like they once did.
Because, unlike most who remain at Level One, I actually understood how the SMP works, and was able to start getting results by learning how to hit attraction triggers using technical game, which allow me to temporarily overcome the colour of my skin. This, admittedly, is short lived, and after the seduction has faded, the ghost cycle will continue, regretably.
The pain this causes, serves to drive one into deeper self-improvement.
My frustrations with my cohort, and my community, have come to a head lately, and I have been far more blunt and transparent with my friends, advisors, and mentors, and have slapped them hard and called them on their stupidity, on more than one occasion.
We are doing our best to develop a coherent body of thought and knowledge, and I was a lab rat for many of these ideas. Clearly, most of the ideas we had at the start, were proven to be a crock of horseshit. And though I had to learn through enduring a boatload of trauma, at least we now know, and the men who come after me, will not have to suffer like I had to, and endure the torture I had to for many years........for no reason other than low SMV, bad vibe, bad game.
My future, lays in aggressive looksmaxxing and surgeries. Game, opens the door to start, but will produce exceptionally bad results in terms of the quality of woman you attract, and their investment in you. The door that opens those things, is SMV & Looks. I will happily debate anyone of these subjects, if they have the balls - I am growing tired of the ignorance of many who flap their gums, and don't know jack shit.
If we were to trade bodies, at present, I know of exactly 2 people who may still be able to produce outcomes - 2, and they're a maybe.
I am slowly but surely climbing out of Low SMV Hell, and am getting some results now, as:
-new look (buzzcut)
-new beard
-new style
-changed dating profile bios (using certain lines to overcome the racist objections I face, I have to play on the fact that my Dad is English, so they don't label me as Indian and just not match at all. Before I did this, I couldn't get ANY leads. NONE. ZERO. Yes, it's that sad. The lays I had on Feeld, were because I changed my name from Ravi, to Rob. YUP)
-improved Game
To improve my results further, as they are still far, far from acceptable to me:
-Change markets
-Heavy tattooing (full sleeve, to break racist sterotyping for a moment, and get her mind to consider I may be different from what her brain conditioning is telling her)
-Game improvements (Dante wants me to get to the Beginner-Advanced level, in 3 months of intensive work, or he said I will have to enter into a boxing match with him. He is a competent martial artist, and I am untrained, so this will be a case of his beating the f**k out of me. He wants me to close quality in order to stop this from happening. So let it be done. Once Dante confirms I am at this level, it will be the case that my Game will be in the top 1%. This process starts in April which is when I will move)
-Surgeries: My face, is a serious killer of my attractiveness. I have very "ethnic" features, which put me on death row with women, and whilst I can overcome this sometimes with solid game and being 6ft5, in her core, remember, perception is reality, and if a woman thinks she is "mating down" with you - it's death. How to ascend? Woman will look past her normal preferences for Higher SMV men, if you're (A) incredibly cool, and (B) attractive as you can possibly be. I need to make more money, to invest in surgery for myself. There is basically nothing else I can do in order to improve my outcomes at this stage.
-Style optimisations
There is a tonne of very ugly stuff that is just part and parcel of dating women, if you're not what a gal is looking for, that I just stopped posting and even sharing in any capacity. Because I came to accept that this is the norm if you're a very niche product. Some of the treatment you receive is so disgusting, a lesser man would just stop. But rule #1 is you just can't quit. I have dated so many women now, and done this for 3 years, and come to realise that despite what woman may look like on the exterior, within, many of these are extremely ugly people - superficial, self absorbed, and lacking in empathy and human decency. It is no loss to us as men. The way I see it, the aim of the game is just to find the Unicorn - the more of a "niche product" one is, the more you just have to see if you can find the miracle, who can look past skin tone, an ugly face, and accept you for your humanity, decency, and essence as a person. In 3 years, I did find such a person, and she did show me that there are some genuinely good women in this world. She was a bigger girl, and I couldn't continue seeing her, because when it was time for sex, I really couldn't find attraction for her, and had some ED issues. After a mature conversation, we went our separate ways, but I still text her and greatly appreciate her for treating me like a human being. She didn't ghost, she didn't treat me poorly and as if I don't matter, and she did not care about the color of my skin or the way my face looks. This, in a very racist country like Hungary, helped me heal a lot, and I am indebted to her a lot. She is a woman I can say, I genuinely respect.
The inner work I do, which involves my personal journal, has done a lot for me to accept some of the challenges, that for better or worse, are just going to be part of my own life.
Perception is reality, and when perception does not favour you, there will be suffering.
Finding peace and acceptance in this suffering, is the start of liberation.
It is a tough road. But the road, leads to self-love.
Best wishes,
-Ravi