colgate / bulldog
Member
- Joined
- Aug 5, 2021
- Goal
- BANG!! japanese chicks!
- Age
- 27
- Motto
- consistency. acceptance. tumescence.
- Location
- tokyo, japan
story continued from: https://killyourinnerloser.com/forums/viewtopic.php?p=40366#p40366
https://streamable.com/70nawt
First of all,
I have been incorrectly reporting this chick's height as 6'3".
She's not 6'3".
hey, by the way, you never asked how tall i was...
She's 6'5". I'm 5'5" btw.
This story has many more kickers than just that, so buckle up.
The date
Rather than inviting her straight-to-crib like I had done for the previous two meetups, I had decided to actually take her out on a little date before bringing her back to my place. I explain at the end of this post in more detail why, but in short, I thought this would be the optimal calibration to get me either laid or feel fine dropping her, given that she's a virgin and has little experience with guys.
And in general, I'm trying to work on actually giving value to girls, instead of autistically extracting what I want out of them.
I planned to take us to a little skeeball-bowling alley-arcade type place a few blocks from my place.
Now here's a kicker, she's 20, about to turn 21 in less than 2 weeks. The bowling place is 21+ after 8:00pm. We arrive at 8:03pm.
and the bouncer won't let us in
Real slim margins, but ultimately no cigar.
Fortunately, this girl is quite the small town country girl and hasn't been to the city much, so I change plans and tell her we will walk through this bougie city district she's never seen.
With the mindset of providing this girl value beyond sex, I had decided to get her to open up more about her interests and study to become a fashion designer because she likes being girly and designing clothes for tall girls. Teased her a little bit that she could make clothes for drag queens too. The conversation was at least 70% about her as we walked through the district.
I see an ice cream shop and say we'll go get ice cream now. I order a strawberry ice cream because I like fruit flavors, and she orders a chocolate mousse trap.
We sit outside on a bench and keep chatting. She says she wants to go to the Cheesecake Factory one day so I use the low-hanging fruit opportunity to future project that I'll take her there sometime and that I've been there plenty.
The wine
Then I drive us back to my apartment.
I wanted us to have shots of coconut rum because I'm Indian, however Troy had stolen it all with his girl.......the fucker...........................
We had some wine so I decided we will drink that. However, I only have one Walmart plastic cup and a Dasani water bottle...
I struggle to uncork the bottle, and then the wine cataclysmically explodes all over the floor. Real smooth.
I pour us wine, and then we instantly down it because it's fucking gross wine. Then I clean up the mess and then we head to the bedroom. Usually you'd have to go to the bedroom to make a mess first, but I guess there was some premature ejaculation here.
The bedroom
I show her progress on a song I had started in her presence immediately after I finished exploding all over her face the last time she was over.
Then I put on Maxwell - Urban Hang Suite, which was the new escalation album I had decided to use from the straight-to-crib chick from last night.
From there it was just standard escalation of making out, sucking her titties, having her stroke my cock etc. The pillows were oriented the opposite direction than I normally have them because she's 6'5".
I actually managed to undo her bra myself so this is the first time I've unhooked a chick's bra LOL!!!!!!!!!!!! Also, she's doing things that I had previously taught her that I liked with less instruction from me (such as, I will mildly guide her hand over my pants, and she will start just stroking my dick and rubbing it). I told her to undo my jeans and eventually go into my underwear, as I keep making out with her because having a girl undo my pants turns me on.
I get up over her and continue fooling around. I start fingering her a little bit, but she's still hyper-sensitive. Eventually I tell her to spread her legs.
why
i'm gonna put it in
I was just fucking hyper-direct this time.
no
I gave her a weird look and then went back to making out with her again.
I try again, this time telling her to bend over. She's like i'm not gonna do that...
Now, I have to reiterate again that this girl is 6'5". I'm 5'5". Missionary is a logistical impossibility.
So I prop her bum on two pillows and try to navigate my cock into her pussy. But I've found another problem:
her pussy is like one inch from her asshole
So me kneeling while having her legs propped up is a no-go.
I attempt to stand on the side of the bed and move her legs off of the side with her bum still propped on the two pillows, and that doesn't work either.
Finally, I tell her she's going to have to bend over. This time she complies, likely realizing that it's going to be impossible otherwise.
I tell her to put her ass up high, and I straddle my legs over her right leg. She's like grabbing my pillows tightly.
I have like 12 missed thrusts trying to navigate my cock into her pussy, and accidentally wrong-holing a few times...
and then
and THEN
I GET ONE THRUST
She gasps and squirms away from my cock almost instantly but we did it!!!!!!!!! lay 4/20!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Also she's officially no longer a virgin!
The coming
are u okay
ur doing great
...yeah im fine
I fumble around again to navigate my cock into her pussy. I get it in again, and this time she squeals a little bit but manages to stay put. I have to essentially play doctor and reassure her it's ok and she's doing great.
her pussy is so fucking tight.
GORILLA GRIP
she's also soaked!
I literally do like maybe 3 or 4 thrusts
I can't take it. I'm literally about to explode. I try to hold it in as much as possible.
but i cant fucking take it
i rapidly pull out and shoot jets all over her inner thighs and bum.
OMG did you come inside????????????
lol no ur good
I start making out with her again, cuddle, suck on her tittles
instantly rock hard!
I have her give me a handjob and a blowjob.
have her suck my finger while she jerks me off. this is my degenerate fetish guys.
Crimson likes to lick feet, and goldfish likes to eat ass.
I like girls sucking on my fingers and thumb
I tell her to put her ass up high again, mis-thrust like 8 times and then finally get it in once more.
I know I got it in again because
1. i feel like i'm going to instantly come
2. she squeals
I literally do 3 thrusts
I manage to hold in what would have been another massive orgasm by instantly pulling out and making out with her.
I stick it back in, and do literally 2 more thrusts, and then hold it in her as I am resisting every urge to just blast inside of her.
Then I push myself a bit. I do.....holy shit.... 5 thrusts this time.
i can't fucking take it
can't take this fucking shit
i pull out again, hold my hand over my super soaker and massively ejaculate into my hand.
so i've done not more than 10, maybe 15 thrusts into this chick over the span of 8 minutes tops and i've already come twice.
we cuddle for a bit and that's when she asks me
hey, by the way, you never asked how tall i was...
lol ok how tall are u
i'm 6'5"
lol!!!!!!!!!!!! what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha i guessed u were 6'3" tbh. i'm 5'5" btw
now here's a real kicker
Suddenly my bathroom door opens.
hey! wrong room
The door doesn't shut and a person walks in.
hey!! wrong room
I had mentioned earlier that Troy had a girl over and they stole my coconut rum.
Troy and I share a bathroom with doors leading into each of our rooms.
hey!!! wrong room, go back to the other room!
It's some ghetto af black woman who had just steamrolled and come into my room, despite my loud verbal objections.
She blankly looks around my room.
what are you doing this is not the right room
*incoherent babbling and pointing*
I can't understand her. My chick and I are completely nude in bed and my girl is trying to cover up her chest with her arms.
She points at my chick and confuses her for a guy, likely due to the room being dark and her being much larger than I am.
*more incoherent babbling and pointing* him *mumble mumble*
it's her
you need to leave my fucking room right now or i'm going to walk you out. there's the door
Suddenly, the woman snaps back into reality and scurries back into the bathroom/Troy's room.
oh wait...my bad...
i was straight up ready to get out of my bed and escort this creature out of the apartment unit completely nude if she didn't figure it out
my girl was like omfg what is happenin. but i nestled her head on my chest and told her it's all good, this is now going to be a funny story for the future.
we cuddle some more
my sister doesnt know im not coming home lollllllll
i check the bathroom to make sure the troll from above wasn't lurking in the shower or some shit and then escort my chick into the bathroom so she can clean up a bit.
The pizza
My chick says she's hungry so we walk over to Broadway and get some late night pizza.
Then we walk back home and she wants to watch Pea Valley which is some show about black strippers so I throw that onto my laptop and we cuddle while watching that.
this show is about strippers...so idk if ur comfortable with that...
lol it's fine hahah
i literally just fucked this girl and she's asking me if i'm comfortable watching a show about strippers
awwwwwwww
I'm still fucking rock hard
After 2 episodes, I put the laptop away and start escalating on her again.
All the way to having her bent over with her ass up high and me straddled over her leg ready to insert again.
Some missed thrusts and wrong holing later, I get it in again.
I'm thinking, okay I've literally exploded twice less than 2 hours ago, maybe this time I'll last.
I do maybe 18 thrusts and I can't fucking take it.
I have to pull out and shoot jets again.
i cant control myself with you
haha i can see that
INSTANTLY rock hard again.
I get it back in her once more.
Start thrusting.
wait holy shit...i don't have the sudden urge to come
I start trying to go a little faster...
ah...
fuck.................
too much
pull out again and this time i orgasm
with ZERO ejaculate.
i came but nothing came out. i literally ran out of semen.
So recap so far. I've come 4x within maybe 2 hours and less than ~100 thrusts. And the first three had to have been under ~30 thrusts.
BUT I'M STILL HARD
I didn't even go to makeout with her this time. I just stuck it back in again.
I'm cautious, I slowly start thrusting.
wait holy shit...once again i dont have the urge to suddenly orgasm
I start hitting it fast...
wait holy shit...this is normal....
I hit it super fast. holy fuck now we're having sex.
off to the races for me
i start slapping her ass and biting her from behind. playing with her titties and etc. choking her.
she's squealing and moaning constantly.
hahahahahaha yesssssssssss
it took me literally near-instantly coming 3 times, coming after maybe less than 2 minutes a 4th time, and somehow still maintaining an erection to finally properly fuck this girl.
After around ~15 minutes, it starts getting really hot and sweaty so I start to lose my boner a bit so I stop
do u want water lol
yes please
i change clothes, then i solve my rubik's cube a couple times, and then we fall asleep
The morning
We wake up around 9:15am and she's showing me random things on her phone that she likes and etc. Then I go on the fruitless endeavor of attempting to explain what modular synthesis is.
I get hard again, and then escalate. Have her bent over with her ass up high and my legs straddled over her leg ready to fuck.
I'm thinking, okay, we've literally done 5 rounds so far and I should hopefully be out of fucking juice so we should have some proper sex.
LOL NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I do like maybe 23 thrusts and then can't take it and have to pull out.
I actually manage to not orgasm and hold it in.
This time I decide to do a throwback experience. Have her give me a bj while I stroke her hair and move her head occasionally. She's getting really good at sucking my dick. She's also getting good at giving me a handjob and i have her suck my finger while she jerks me off.
Then I decide to just make out with her while I jerk myself off. Eventually I orgasm and little drops come out.
We clean up, and then I take us out to what was apparently
Rather than properly read the description of the place, I was just like oh ok, I'll trust the first Google review I see on the place to guide my decision.
But turns out it's some hyper-bougie fancy restaurant with $30 small plates and bullshit. They have some "brunch taster" which is $55, so I'm like ehhhh fuck it let's just get this for both of us.
It's honestly kinda ehh alright.
But then I get a bill of $132. what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! turns out it was $55 per person. now there's a kicker!!!!
but i'm so much of a top G hustler baller that i dont give a fuck LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lets spend total $180+ on a chick we slept once with over a night because we can
we walk out of the brunch place
lol we shoulda just gone to ihop
yeah, i would have loved waffle house actually
Takeaways
So now I've had a chance to take chick's virginity. Far-cry experience from the previous three girls I've hooked up with.
I think in terms of enjoyable sex, I actually prefer the girl have a good amount of experience. As in, her pussy isn't so tight it makes me instantly come, and I can focus on doing shit like choking her and fucking her silly.
On the other hand, this girl is going to be a project. I'm glad I've had "amazing sex" before because I at least have a solid baseline for what the standard of sex should be like. But this feels like I picked up a bari sax and I'm trying to figure out how to make it sound good as a clarinet player. It will take some getting used to and I'll have to get better at controlling myself.
Why did I take her on an actual date, rather than inviting her straight-to-crib?
As I reported for our third meetup, she had been worried that I was "just looking for sex" and that she's "not in a rush". I had failed to implement a plan where I only makeout with her and stop there. I couldn't control myself and went for pretty much everything I had done with her already up until that point.
So I was at a crossroads. I don't want to spend more time stalling with this chick, but I don't want to drop her so soon. Especially given that my options are slowly starting to open up, but I have to put in the effort and hustle for it. Essentially, I was evaluating whether I was in a sunk-cost fallacy.
Another event setting the tone for what I needed to do next was from this blunder date I had with a cute Indian chick some days ago. The main learning point for me is that up until that date, I had been viewing my own interactions with girls from a "take take take" perspective, seeing how much I can "take" from girls (e.g. being hyper-pushy in general, not putting in effort to provide value/incentives for girls to spend time with me).
This wasn't intentional on my part, it's just how I've generally operated in the world. I don't have a desire to be "altruistic" or generous to others. That doesn't mean I don't have anything against it. But it's part of a belief I've had where I have no value in the first place, so what would I even have to give? When I mean I'm not "against" giving, if a friend asks me for help, I'll help them to the best of my ability, but I don't "just know" what people want or go out of my way to help others.
Now that I've been clearly gaining more "value" to girls, I've been e.g. getting matches on dating apps. But I still need to view interactions as a value-exchange, rather than "I'm going to get sex out of this girl, yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
That's why I had opted for actually taking her out on a date, rather than straight-to-cribbing again. I was trying to take into consideration that this girl was a virgin, so she doesn't necessarily hyper-value sex itself, but rather the idea of a guy liking her and spending time with her. And I'm sure that's actually "part of the foreplay" for this kind of girl.
This is what I had boiled down the decision tree to:
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Essentially, if I straight-to-cribbed, and then got a repeat of dates 1-3 (just fooling around with no lay):
1. I would have been forever wondering "what if I just fucking took her on a date, what if I did something for her instead of just escalating instantly like an autist".
2. She would probably distance herself farther because beyond her just being "my toy", she wouldn't see the point in continuing to see me, and I think taking her out on a date for the theoretical fifth meetup would have been less effective than now.
Fortunately, for both of us, scenario #4 happened so it's likely this is going to be a real plate now.
But I'm not going to go all ovnidos on everyone because...
THE DEATH OF A MALE IS THE GIRLFRIEND
jk, miss u bro, hope ur havin fun
btw also i'm not inserting my cock into a pussy right this moment so that means...................
FUCK!
I'M A VIRGIN
TIME TO HUSTLE!
https://streamable.com/70nawt
First of all,
I have been incorrectly reporting this chick's height as 6'3".
She's not 6'3".
hey, by the way, you never asked how tall i was...
She's 6'5". I'm 5'5" btw.
This story has many more kickers than just that, so buckle up.
The date
Rather than inviting her straight-to-crib like I had done for the previous two meetups, I had decided to actually take her out on a little date before bringing her back to my place. I explain at the end of this post in more detail why, but in short, I thought this would be the optimal calibration to get me either laid or feel fine dropping her, given that she's a virgin and has little experience with guys.
And in general, I'm trying to work on actually giving value to girls, instead of autistically extracting what I want out of them.
I planned to take us to a little skeeball-bowling alley-arcade type place a few blocks from my place.
Now here's a kicker, she's 20, about to turn 21 in less than 2 weeks. The bowling place is 21+ after 8:00pm. We arrive at 8:03pm.
and the bouncer won't let us in
Real slim margins, but ultimately no cigar.
Fortunately, this girl is quite the small town country girl and hasn't been to the city much, so I change plans and tell her we will walk through this bougie city district she's never seen.
With the mindset of providing this girl value beyond sex, I had decided to get her to open up more about her interests and study to become a fashion designer because she likes being girly and designing clothes for tall girls. Teased her a little bit that she could make clothes for drag queens too. The conversation was at least 70% about her as we walked through the district.
I see an ice cream shop and say we'll go get ice cream now. I order a strawberry ice cream because I like fruit flavors, and she orders a chocolate mousse trap.
We sit outside on a bench and keep chatting. She says she wants to go to the Cheesecake Factory one day so I use the low-hanging fruit opportunity to future project that I'll take her there sometime and that I've been there plenty.
The wine
Then I drive us back to my apartment.
I wanted us to have shots of coconut rum because I'm Indian, however Troy had stolen it all with his girl.......the fucker...........................
We had some wine so I decided we will drink that. However, I only have one Walmart plastic cup and a Dasani water bottle...
I struggle to uncork the bottle, and then the wine cataclysmically explodes all over the floor. Real smooth.
I pour us wine, and then we instantly down it because it's fucking gross wine. Then I clean up the mess and then we head to the bedroom. Usually you'd have to go to the bedroom to make a mess first, but I guess there was some premature ejaculation here.
The bedroom
I show her progress on a song I had started in her presence immediately after I finished exploding all over her face the last time she was over.
Then I put on Maxwell - Urban Hang Suite, which was the new escalation album I had decided to use from the straight-to-crib chick from last night.
From there it was just standard escalation of making out, sucking her titties, having her stroke my cock etc. The pillows were oriented the opposite direction than I normally have them because she's 6'5".
I actually managed to undo her bra myself so this is the first time I've unhooked a chick's bra LOL!!!!!!!!!!!! Also, she's doing things that I had previously taught her that I liked with less instruction from me (such as, I will mildly guide her hand over my pants, and she will start just stroking my dick and rubbing it). I told her to undo my jeans and eventually go into my underwear, as I keep making out with her because having a girl undo my pants turns me on.
I get up over her and continue fooling around. I start fingering her a little bit, but she's still hyper-sensitive. Eventually I tell her to spread her legs.
why
i'm gonna put it in
I was just fucking hyper-direct this time.
no
I gave her a weird look and then went back to making out with her again.
I try again, this time telling her to bend over. She's like i'm not gonna do that...
Now, I have to reiterate again that this girl is 6'5". I'm 5'5". Missionary is a logistical impossibility.
So I prop her bum on two pillows and try to navigate my cock into her pussy. But I've found another problem:
her pussy is like one inch from her asshole
So me kneeling while having her legs propped up is a no-go.
I attempt to stand on the side of the bed and move her legs off of the side with her bum still propped on the two pillows, and that doesn't work either.
Finally, I tell her she's going to have to bend over. This time she complies, likely realizing that it's going to be impossible otherwise.
I tell her to put her ass up high, and I straddle my legs over her right leg. She's like grabbing my pillows tightly.
I have like 12 missed thrusts trying to navigate my cock into her pussy, and accidentally wrong-holing a few times...
and then
and THEN
I GET ONE THRUST
She gasps and squirms away from my cock almost instantly but we did it!!!!!!!!! lay 4/20!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Also she's officially no longer a virgin!
The coming
are u okay
ur doing great
...yeah im fine
I fumble around again to navigate my cock into her pussy. I get it in again, and this time she squeals a little bit but manages to stay put. I have to essentially play doctor and reassure her it's ok and she's doing great.
her pussy is so fucking tight.
GORILLA GRIP
she's also soaked!
I literally do like maybe 3 or 4 thrusts
I can't take it. I'm literally about to explode. I try to hold it in as much as possible.
but i cant fucking take it
i rapidly pull out and shoot jets all over her inner thighs and bum.
OMG did you come inside????????????
lol no ur good
I start making out with her again, cuddle, suck on her tittles
instantly rock hard!
I have her give me a handjob and a blowjob.
have her suck my finger while she jerks me off. this is my degenerate fetish guys.
Crimson likes to lick feet, and goldfish likes to eat ass.
I like girls sucking on my fingers and thumb
I tell her to put her ass up high again, mis-thrust like 8 times and then finally get it in once more.
I know I got it in again because
1. i feel like i'm going to instantly come
2. she squeals
I literally do 3 thrusts
I manage to hold in what would have been another massive orgasm by instantly pulling out and making out with her.
I stick it back in, and do literally 2 more thrusts, and then hold it in her as I am resisting every urge to just blast inside of her.
Then I push myself a bit. I do.....holy shit.... 5 thrusts this time.
i can't fucking take it
can't take this fucking shit
i pull out again, hold my hand over my super soaker and massively ejaculate into my hand.
so i've done not more than 10, maybe 15 thrusts into this chick over the span of 8 minutes tops and i've already come twice.
we cuddle for a bit and that's when she asks me
hey, by the way, you never asked how tall i was...
lol ok how tall are u
i'm 6'5"
lol!!!!!!!!!!!! what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha i guessed u were 6'3" tbh. i'm 5'5" btw
now here's a real kicker
Suddenly my bathroom door opens.
hey! wrong room
The door doesn't shut and a person walks in.
hey!! wrong room
I had mentioned earlier that Troy had a girl over and they stole my coconut rum.
Troy and I share a bathroom with doors leading into each of our rooms.
hey!!! wrong room, go back to the other room!
It's some ghetto af black woman who had just steamrolled and come into my room, despite my loud verbal objections.
She blankly looks around my room.
what are you doing this is not the right room
*incoherent babbling and pointing*
I can't understand her. My chick and I are completely nude in bed and my girl is trying to cover up her chest with her arms.
She points at my chick and confuses her for a guy, likely due to the room being dark and her being much larger than I am.
*more incoherent babbling and pointing* him *mumble mumble*
it's her
you need to leave my fucking room right now or i'm going to walk you out. there's the door
Suddenly, the woman snaps back into reality and scurries back into the bathroom/Troy's room.
oh wait...my bad...
i was straight up ready to get out of my bed and escort this creature out of the apartment unit completely nude if she didn't figure it out
my girl was like omfg what is happenin. but i nestled her head on my chest and told her it's all good, this is now going to be a funny story for the future.
we cuddle some more
my sister doesnt know im not coming home lollllllll
i check the bathroom to make sure the troll from above wasn't lurking in the shower or some shit and then escort my chick into the bathroom so she can clean up a bit.
The pizza
My chick says she's hungry so we walk over to Broadway and get some late night pizza.
Then we walk back home and she wants to watch Pea Valley which is some show about black strippers so I throw that onto my laptop and we cuddle while watching that.
this show is about strippers...so idk if ur comfortable with that...
lol it's fine hahah
i literally just fucked this girl and she's asking me if i'm comfortable watching a show about strippers
awwwwwwww
I'm still fucking rock hard
After 2 episodes, I put the laptop away and start escalating on her again.
All the way to having her bent over with her ass up high and me straddled over her leg ready to insert again.
Some missed thrusts and wrong holing later, I get it in again.
I'm thinking, okay I've literally exploded twice less than 2 hours ago, maybe this time I'll last.
I do maybe 18 thrusts and I can't fucking take it.
I have to pull out and shoot jets again.
i cant control myself with you
haha i can see that
INSTANTLY rock hard again.
I get it back in her once more.
Start thrusting.
wait holy shit...i don't have the sudden urge to come
I start trying to go a little faster...
ah...
fuck.................
too much
pull out again and this time i orgasm
with ZERO ejaculate.
i came but nothing came out. i literally ran out of semen.
So recap so far. I've come 4x within maybe 2 hours and less than ~100 thrusts. And the first three had to have been under ~30 thrusts.
BUT I'M STILL HARD
I didn't even go to makeout with her this time. I just stuck it back in again.
I'm cautious, I slowly start thrusting.
wait holy shit...once again i dont have the urge to suddenly orgasm
I start hitting it fast...
wait holy shit...this is normal....
I hit it super fast. holy fuck now we're having sex.
off to the races for me
i start slapping her ass and biting her from behind. playing with her titties and etc. choking her.
she's squealing and moaning constantly.
hahahahahaha yesssssssssss
it took me literally near-instantly coming 3 times, coming after maybe less than 2 minutes a 4th time, and somehow still maintaining an erection to finally properly fuck this girl.
After around ~15 minutes, it starts getting really hot and sweaty so I start to lose my boner a bit so I stop
do u want water lol
yes please
i change clothes, then i solve my rubik's cube a couple times, and then we fall asleep
The morning
We wake up around 9:15am and she's showing me random things on her phone that she likes and etc. Then I go on the fruitless endeavor of attempting to explain what modular synthesis is.
I get hard again, and then escalate. Have her bent over with her ass up high and my legs straddled over her leg ready to fuck.
I'm thinking, okay, we've literally done 5 rounds so far and I should hopefully be out of fucking juice so we should have some proper sex.
LOL NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I do like maybe 23 thrusts and then can't take it and have to pull out.
I actually manage to not orgasm and hold it in.
This time I decide to do a throwback experience. Have her give me a bj while I stroke her hair and move her head occasionally. She's getting really good at sucking my dick. She's also getting good at giving me a handjob and i have her suck my finger while she jerks me off.
Then I decide to just make out with her while I jerk myself off. Eventually I orgasm and little drops come out.
We clean up, and then I take us out to what was apparently
Rather than properly read the description of the place, I was just like oh ok, I'll trust the first Google review I see on the place to guide my decision.
But turns out it's some hyper-bougie fancy restaurant with $30 small plates and bullshit. They have some "brunch taster" which is $55, so I'm like ehhhh fuck it let's just get this for both of us.
It's honestly kinda ehh alright.
But then I get a bill of $132. what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! turns out it was $55 per person. now there's a kicker!!!!
but i'm so much of a top G hustler baller that i dont give a fuck LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lets spend total $180+ on a chick we slept once with over a night because we can
we walk out of the brunch place
lol we shoulda just gone to ihop
yeah, i would have loved waffle house actually
Takeaways
So now I've had a chance to take chick's virginity. Far-cry experience from the previous three girls I've hooked up with.
I think in terms of enjoyable sex, I actually prefer the girl have a good amount of experience. As in, her pussy isn't so tight it makes me instantly come, and I can focus on doing shit like choking her and fucking her silly.
On the other hand, this girl is going to be a project. I'm glad I've had "amazing sex" before because I at least have a solid baseline for what the standard of sex should be like. But this feels like I picked up a bari sax and I'm trying to figure out how to make it sound good as a clarinet player. It will take some getting used to and I'll have to get better at controlling myself.
Why did I take her on an actual date, rather than inviting her straight-to-crib?
As I reported for our third meetup, she had been worried that I was "just looking for sex" and that she's "not in a rush". I had failed to implement a plan where I only makeout with her and stop there. I couldn't control myself and went for pretty much everything I had done with her already up until that point.
So I was at a crossroads. I don't want to spend more time stalling with this chick, but I don't want to drop her so soon. Especially given that my options are slowly starting to open up, but I have to put in the effort and hustle for it. Essentially, I was evaluating whether I was in a sunk-cost fallacy.
Another event setting the tone for what I needed to do next was from this blunder date I had with a cute Indian chick some days ago. The main learning point for me is that up until that date, I had been viewing my own interactions with girls from a "take take take" perspective, seeing how much I can "take" from girls (e.g. being hyper-pushy in general, not putting in effort to provide value/incentives for girls to spend time with me).
This wasn't intentional on my part, it's just how I've generally operated in the world. I don't have a desire to be "altruistic" or generous to others. That doesn't mean I don't have anything against it. But it's part of a belief I've had where I have no value in the first place, so what would I even have to give? When I mean I'm not "against" giving, if a friend asks me for help, I'll help them to the best of my ability, but I don't "just know" what people want or go out of my way to help others.
Now that I've been clearly gaining more "value" to girls, I've been e.g. getting matches on dating apps. But I still need to view interactions as a value-exchange, rather than "I'm going to get sex out of this girl, yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
That's why I had opted for actually taking her out on a date, rather than straight-to-cribbing again. I was trying to take into consideration that this girl was a virgin, so she doesn't necessarily hyper-value sex itself, but rather the idea of a guy liking her and spending time with her. And I'm sure that's actually "part of the foreplay" for this kind of girl.
This is what I had boiled down the decision tree to:
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Essentially, if I straight-to-cribbed, and then got a repeat of dates 1-3 (just fooling around with no lay):
1. I would have been forever wondering "what if I just fucking took her on a date, what if I did something for her instead of just escalating instantly like an autist".
2. She would probably distance herself farther because beyond her just being "my toy", she wouldn't see the point in continuing to see me, and I think taking her out on a date for the theoretical fifth meetup would have been less effective than now.
Fortunately, for both of us, scenario #4 happened so it's likely this is going to be a real plate now.
But I'm not going to go all ovnidos on everyone because...
THE DEATH OF A MALE IS THE GIRLFRIEND
jk, miss u bro, hope ur havin fun
btw also i'm not inserting my cock into a pussy right this moment so that means...................
FUCK!
I'M A VIRGIN
TIME TO HUSTLE!
