Crimson
Member
- Joined
- Apr 2, 2021
- Name
- Brandon
- Goal
- Get Laid
- Age
- 21
- Location
- Germany
Woke up at 5AM and studied for my pedagogy exam. Then I had to go and take it. It’ll be at least a D, which will be the best I’ve done in pedagogy this semester (only F‘s, I think).
At home my father wanted to have a conversation with me. Talked about me not taking responsibility and stuff. He told me that he loved me, which was the first time I heard him say that (as far as I can remember). He said that he doesn’t want me to end up going astray and end up amounting to nothing. He cried at the end, so I hugged him and told him I love him too.
Not really too keen on improving our relationship for now, I think I’ll do that after I move out. I really just want to get out. We‘ll also be able to have a more productive conversation when we’re „on one level“ and I’m not dependent on him anymore. But it was good to hear the reassurance.
Texted a guy that’s currently offering a job. I’ll update when he responds. The job that I applied for like a month ago (working at the grocery store) said that they don’t need new employees.
Apart from that nothing new. This day was more of a chill day after actually taking life serious for a couple of days. Will be back at it tomorrow, although it’ll be Sunday (got my German exam coming up on Tuesday).
Feeling pretty lonely, time to make some friends.
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At home my father wanted to have a conversation with me. Talked about me not taking responsibility and stuff. He told me that he loved me, which was the first time I heard him say that (as far as I can remember). He said that he doesn’t want me to end up going astray and end up amounting to nothing. He cried at the end, so I hugged him and told him I love him too.
Not really too keen on improving our relationship for now, I think I’ll do that after I move out. I really just want to get out. We‘ll also be able to have a more productive conversation when we’re „on one level“ and I’m not dependent on him anymore. But it was good to hear the reassurance.
Texted a guy that’s currently offering a job. I’ll update when he responds. The job that I applied for like a month ago (working at the grocery store) said that they don’t need new employees.
Apart from that nothing new. This day was more of a chill day after actually taking life serious for a couple of days. Will be back at it tomorrow, although it’ll be Sunday (got my German exam coming up on Tuesday).
Feeling pretty lonely, time to make some friends.
TAKE ACTION
Crimson