HAPPY NEW YEAR!
The work on goal achievement, will continue.
THE IRONWILL PROJECT: MONEY, MUSCLES, MINDSET
TUESDAY 2ND JAN: WEEK 1
(1) MONEY:
-Coaching (DONE)
-Content Machine: Write and schedule 28 social media posts for the week
(2) MUSCLES:
-Gym: ATG & Squat, Bench, Rows + Arms
-OMAD
(3) MINDSET:
- Online Lead Gen
- Schedule w/ Barista girl
Others:
-Biohacking: Sunrise, Earthing, CT.
Notes:
Focus on biz, is marketing, making offers, and building an audience.
Last year, I grew my YouTube from 48 to 443!
Through consistency and dedication.
I want to break 1k soon.
There are a few things I need to sort: core story, sales page, and some messaging stuff.
Got some help, to dig into these things, and level up.
My friend Ralph is staying with me (@realralphanthony) and is a serious G. Baller, but wants to be around myself for a month, to push his consistency game way up.
Did some night game with him for NYE, which as you'd expect, was quite blackpill. He pulled fairly easily, without much effort, just chatting and being normal, a gal just came back.
I grinded and grinded for multiple hours after his departure, flipping every stone.
Just finding a gal who'd be willing to chat, at all, was a pain in the ass, most were not giving me the time of day, but there was the odd gal, who would kind of atleast talk, though there was no attraction at all.
I got one make out from a very old and ugly woman, lol. It was funny and a bunch of people were staring. One chick walked up and recorded it.
I thought to myself, what do you idiots want me to do, when I try to chat to you, you are not at all interested, so go fuck yourselves lol.
I got two numbers, from 2 other women. 1 texted me the next day to tell me she is seeing someone, and the other sent 2 texts and then stopped responding. She might reply, or maybe not. Oh well.
I am glad Ralph was able to see me approaching and hustling so hard, though he got Blackpilled himself, by seeing the brown struggle!
He'd be chatting to some very receptive women, bring me into set, and the chicks would just switch off before I could say one word. They see brown, it's over. Very rough. Happened every time more or less.
I did my thing, and kept ploughing to oblivion.
There was the odd gal, who would atleast talk, though they were not down to consider what I was actually saying and didn't feel any attraction. Often it's like talking to stone.
You can't take this shit personally, by now, as anyone who reads this log knows, this is the nature of the beast for the unattractive undesirables. And the way through, is being a hardcore motherfucker.
It does not get easier, does not get better, you have to endure the same BS, year after year.
And it's not even you. If conditioning is against you, it's just going to be an uphill battle.
But there is where you find true strength within yourself.
There are some chicks, who will listen and see beyond your skin tone and facial structure. Not many, but some. You have to find those. And be patient. You and I may not find that unicorn, and that's OK.
Business, is slowly showing green shoots. And I am making moves more broadly. Started a panel show with Scotty, which is great. Got some big channels, and other large channels having us on soon also.
Focusing, working, and keeping my mind up.
Body and appearance, def. got better, and my consistency is paying off.
Feeling alright in body and soul, though some days, can be tricky.
I had a good blitz a few weeks ago, and retained one chick who I kept seeing. A gal from Singapore. She was nice. She's left now, but we banged a bunch. And she treated me well. I appreciated it.
With her now gone, getting another conversion, is back on the cards.
Some things I am still working on for mindset:
(1) Ending Comparision: The hard blackpill, is seeing literally all your friends be treated in a normal way. Like they chat, and the women are actually speaking to them normally, asking questions, investing, thinking, maybe this could be a cool dude. Working on accepting and getting over that just isn't easy man. I still feel bad about it, though I do get lays here and there, the only thing that worked for me was numbers game and luck. With huge hustle sometimes you just get some luck. Uphill struggle, is the nature of the game, and it can simply hurt. Comparing yourself to others, who are treated in a more normal way, isn't useful. It creates tension and pain. Working on this, for years now, and it can be tough, but I feel like I am making progress.
(2) Keeping self image right: Self belief, and self image. Especially important for men who are unattractive and undesirable. You just need to be relentless, and very strong. And believe in yourself, and that you have true value, regardless of the bullshit ways yoy may be treated. You have to know inside, you are a great and awesome person.
(3) Patience: I've done this daily, and I have seen, there are some girls, not many, but some small number out there, who will look beyond your physical form and see that you have some substance. I call this, searching for the unicorns. They are out there, it just takes extreme grinding to find them. Being super patient, matters. Some, will have many months of scarcity, and it's not even them. It's just their position in the market. You can't blame yourself for that.
(4) Staying Positive: In Budapest, and places like this, you will get harsh racist objections. Women will openly tell me, they don't like Indian people, I am not their type, etc. I have had times when I was disturbed by this, and others where I shrugged it off. You literally cannot care what these people think of you. They will not like you either way, so f**k 'em. Stoicism is especially important the more unattractive and undesirable you are. Because it is grim out here for such men. Expect to see the ugliness in the human animal, and expect to change the way you view women. It's not even their fault.
I wanted to express the above, and just share things I am working through.
Back to work
-R
