Firstly, my apologies for not sending over Rags2Bitches breakdown of how Thrice can improve his profile. I was having a mental health crisis in Budapest as those of you who follow my log will know. Got back, and getting on with it.
Thrice said:
i'm legit depressed and angry this days, i'm also suicidal thinkink what a fuck i'm doing 35 is too late nobody my age is doing what i'm doing. I also hate woman, when i have a bad reaction from them when approaching i push them or hit them, i still didn't accept the bitter redpill truths to be honest.
You might think i've been redpilled for so many years the anger phase is over, it's not. All i see is girls in their 20 fucking, they fucked recently and they will fuck again soon, i get angry thinking this while looking at them. A girl i approached 2 weeks ago made sure to avoid eye contact this time, man built the world to allow an inferior beign to selectively allow human interaction or not...we are cucks really and this is mans fault
Also the fact that they have this sexual power and we can't do anything about it. I have a mental damage, it's partially permanent even if i do all the therapy for trauma in the world, i will literally get buried with this trauma, yet nobody talks about it and the fact that woman find most man repulsive is hidden to most man.
Sometimes i push them hoping i get into a brawl with their male friends, i'm so depressed that everything can be exiting, even a brawl.
Tonight i will try tinder with a new number, i wasent able to find a middle eastern or african number to pay less for boosts
Sometimes i feel like i turned into a depressed chad, because i will have those 3/4 staring and i'm just there angry, some girls keep staring because they gave me their number and i didn't text them to set up a date. Well i'm like this because i went through hell growing up, in the same way i would go through hell again if i gained back 15 pounds of fat.
Thrice,
I understand you're suffering.
I understand you're in pain.
You cannot post anything illegal on the forum. You cannot assault anyone, man or woman. You are not allowed to do this, and in this community, we do not approve of violence towards anyone, any law breaking, and we are committed to creating a better world. better men, and to always leave women better off.
You are breaking the rules. You
have to stop.
You cannot tell me otherwise. You know the hell I came from, the absolute torture I have endured, I also have scars that are so deep I think they may be permanent.
I still fight for a better life, a better world, and to find love. To end the cycle once and for all.
I lift all my friends up, family up, and everyone around me. I serve this community with love and genuine care.
Because I want to end the cycle of loneliness and isolation that broke me into a million pieces and make sure that when other men arrive here from that dark place, they get the help they need. My mission with this forum is to ensure it is the ultimate end destination that supports all human beings in their self improvement. The buck stops here.
But you, my friend, need to be better. I am not saying this to insult you,
I am saying this because I want to help you.
I was anxious, I was mentally ill, I got rejected thousands of times, assaulted, drinks thrown at, was an awkward weirdo completely humiliating himself for years,
all that. I got knocked on my ass more times than anyone I have ever encountered in this space. I am the hardest case I have ever seen in 13 years. No one got knocked down lower than I did. So many months walking the streets, totally stuck in my head. So many years, wandering the venues, leaving me confused and lost. Ghosted and chucked for f**king years, dude. Treated like a god damn cockroach for most of my life.
And guess what?
I GOT UP AGAIN
You used to read my log when I was down and f**king out, and you saw how everyone helped me. I am trying to help you, because if I didn't, I would be throwing all the help the community gave me back in their face. That won't happen.
I do not judge you, but from now on, you must commit more firmly to healing your mental health.
You have access to the help here, man, you have me and I am a fucking library for this shit. You have to be more coachable and accept help more, man.
STOP FUCKING YOURSELF
OR YOUR DEMONS WILL HAUNT YOU NIGHT AND DAY
Strong people, do not tear others down in life. They build others up.
They do not cause harm to other human beings. Trust me, they don't.
There are ugly realities in the world, and I also suffer because of them. And yet, THERE ARE WAYS FOR THE UNDERDOG TO WIN TOO!
Remember, dude, you only need this to work ONCE. You become the best version of yourself, looking great, happy, sexy, positive, competent, and successful, you find ONE gal who is awesome, ride or die, and loves the fuck out of you,
you have effectively won.
You will get the companionship and warmth that will support your healing, which will be a long road.
There are ways low SMV people who are not considered attractive (geuss what, that includes me, after YEARS of self improvement) can also get in the arena and compete. I understand your anger, and I have also experienced it deeply. It goes way over time man. I used to live in the dark side, too. Game freed me and allowed me to understand, whilst I am operating at an extreme deficit, I can still find ways to make something happen from time to time.
........Mind is primary, and with weak mental health, you're dead in this game man.
People forget I worked on my mental health full on, for 2 years, before I started my forum account.
YOU MUST TAKE ACTION ON MENTAL HEALTH AND NO WHAT YOU ARE DOING RIGHT NOW IS NOT ENOUGH BECAUSE IT'S NOT WORKING
GET THAT THROUGH YOUR HEAD - YOU ARE NOT COMPETENT ENOUGH TO FIX YOUR MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS, BECAUSE IF YOU WERE, YOU'D HAVE DONE SO
NEXT STEPS:
-You need to heal your very sick brain, dude. Get your ass into ketosis, start reducing your brain inflammation, and
start feeling better.
-Research Dr Chris Palmer's theory of Brain Energy. Dedicate some time each day to watching these videos. Also study the videos on the youtube channel, Metabolic Mind. Start to understand the concepts. You have mental illness, and you need to heal this. It is possible but you need to start to recover your foundation. Start to understand that your mental and physical health are deeply interconnected, and when one is broken, the other follows. Brain problems such as depression show that brain areas have become inflamed, developed abnormalities, and have become stuck. Ketosis restarts the stuck and sick brain.
-Get a copy of Dr Palmer's book
-Research ketosis and healing, look up the work of Dr Courtney Hunt
-Develop a mental health action plan and post it here. We will help you. Tag me and I will help you.
And.............
Importantly, make an action plan for mental health and STICK TO IT.
We will hold you accountable.
You can't make any posts about violence or law breaking, man. You are allowed to vent and express how you feel, but you must make a commitment to being clear about being aware of your mental illness. Because you have reported almost lashing out once,
we have to nip this behaviour in the bud, and put a rule in place for you:
THRICE'S AGREEMENT WITH THE COMMUNITY:
-When you feel very defeated and want to express your emotions and feelings in unproductive avenues such as violence, I want you to pause, log out from the forum, and spend some time studying mental health, and the thinkers I have mentioned above. After that, you can log in, and you can vent and express. But you will have to make clear, you are journalling, and do not in any way seek to engage in any illegal acts.
You HAVE to commit to this.
Post and confirm with me that you agree and accept?
The boys are not OK with your conduct and the mods are having to deal with it. I believe in you and I do genuinely care. So don't let me down, man. Please take your mental health seriously.
If you can't commit to that, after all this time, then we will be firmer with you. Next time, we'll issue a warning, and after that, we may have to explore a ban.
No one is above the community. When I had deep anger and mental health problems, geuss what? They slapped the shit out of me. People like Andy, The Dom, these guys were pretty brutal. I now thank them for it, because I became better.
It makes me really sad and upset to see you suffering.
But if there is one thing I know about the human animal, is that we are unbelievably strong and resilient, AND WE CAN CHANGE.
FEEL YOUR EMOTIONS, FEEL YOUR ANGER, ACCEPT IT, PROCESS IT, DO NOT BOTTLE IT DOWN, JUST USE IT TO FUEL YOUR HEALING AND SUCCESS. START TO UNDERSTAND IT. LEARN WHERE IT COMES FROM. THINK ABOUT IT. JOURNAL ON IT. DISCUSS IT WITH A THERAPIST.
There is no goal that cannot be achieved by the truly dedicated seeker.
It just takes warrior spirit.
So we are going to stay on the right side of the law now, alright - you understand that, yes?
-MAC
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