Squilliam said:
You're doing great man. It's only a matter of time until you get laid
Thanks bud but I'm not where i want to be to be honest
The date was good yesterday, the girl has an amazing personality, very smart and talkative, very sweet too. Still nothing happened. It was like friends going for drinks.
And if I wanted a second date with her it's a 1.5hour trip. Don't know if this stuff is sustainable. I'm doing what i have to do, even talking to a girl is experience, but i've been 10 years in this community, not exactly a newbie so I'm not in a position to celebrate this friendly walks with girls.
Putting things into perspective i went from a depressed guy not showering to getting dates. But it's been 10 fucking years and i still didn't touch a cute girl.
I had blackpill rage yesterday at zara thinking that all those young beautiful girls are fucking and sex is such a natural part of their life that they wouldn't be able to understand even in 100 years why guys like me are sexless and need communities like this
Again we can put things into perspective, i have good looks at 35, for girls is over after 30 because biology programmed woman for only one reproductive cycle. But still looking at this young girls gets me angry, even knowing that in a few years they will hit the wall and i will still be here
Now i will get the full sleeve tattoo done and double down on my fuckboy look for the summer. I will use the car i have as an opportunity to do local night game.
In regards about using the car to travel around north italy for tinder dates I'm very confused, should i keep doing it?
For now it's been 1hour travel on average for sexless dates. Italy is amazing to travel around but my goal is not exactly backpacking
Using the car for night game and save money would be a better option, i only need 10euros to hit local clubs
I never tested myself on what i can get by hitting the clubs every Friday and every saturday. But I'm still in 200k city, which is not ideal for tinder but not that ideal for night game either.
I Don't know what to do to be honest, i would like to have a cool ig page and play in a band and have cool pictures of me singing or playing guitar in a metalcore band showing tattoos and stuff... What I'm doing for this other goal? Nothing, i even stopped practicing singing and guitar