Self Improver
Self-Improvement Advocate
- Joined
- Jan 19, 2021
- Goal
- Inner Game
- Age
- 33
- Location
- UK
Dude I got it and I found it funny d/w hahah
colgate said:omfgggggg what was the point of even putting the disclaimer at the top of my log when u guys didnt even read it. also even if i didn't put it, should have come off as an obvious joke anyway, but it's like u didnt even read it omg.Vice said:Focus of daygame is not to be bought food.
People buying you things is an excellent sign that you're doing well, but not an outright goal.
colgate said:Title of this post is a huge jk before anyone says I'm going off course. I'm aware.
colgate said:omfgggggg what was the point of even putting the disclaimer at the top of my log when u guys didnt even read it. also even if i didn't put it, should have come off as an obvious joke anyway, but it's like u didnt even read it omg.
You should think about if you wanna based you whole strategy around what 1 person has done two or three times. I know Voldy is about the Insta date too. But different things are going to work for different people. How long have been grinding at this insta date outcome for now?colgate said:instadates and instadate pulls was seeing a guy in SF actually instadate+pull+smash 2 or 3 times
Do you thing she is investing in the interaction for positive reasons? I hated doing exams but I was always very invested in them.colgate said:whenever i sit across from a girl and lock eyes with her, she starts investing in the interaction because basically she wants to alleviate the tension from me just gazing at her dead in the irises.
That guy did it in like a month, and then stopped posting in the chat because he was getting crap for doing it with "low volume" and also using apps loooool.Adrizzle said:You should think about if you wanna based you whole strategy around what 1 person has done two or three times. I know Voldy is about the Insta date too. But different things are going to work for different people. How long have been grinding at this insta date outcome for now?
Actually I have some plans over the next few weeks, but in true colgate fashion, I'm not revealing them ahead of time since I like to make this log about what I've *done*. But I can tell you this log will look less insane in a month or so.Adrizzle said:I don’t think these return on your approaches are the best use of your time
i think I actually do more of the latter but I'll make it a point to always do itAdrizzle said:“Do you like bubble tea” is generic. Have you tired being more forward. Hey let’s get a coffee cos I wanna talk to you some more.
colagate said:Also had this approach earlier in the day with some SUPER HOT GIRL that went like this: https://www.sndup.net/zxvm/
colgate said:D. i don't have anything interesting to bring to the table. everything i enjoy is extremely male-centric and/or niche. no one finds it interesting, and the hobbies themselves are introverted and isolating
I have a strong feeling I am one of these "names", lol.colgate said:Not going to name names.
Pluto said:I think so many dudes get it wrong when it comes to game and approaching women when they think that just because you do so many approaches, you will eventually get good.
Pluto said:What's even worse is that these guys will now call themselves a game expert for example just because they have done so many approaches despite the fact that the results do not line up
Pluto said:IMO, getting laid is the worst thing that can happen to such men because then it just reinforces their toxic behavior as not being a big deal.
This is definitely true regarding myself. Back in August, I decided, fuck it, let's start approaching girls. And along the way I was forced to uncover inconvenient truths about myself if I wanted to continue (like I always do throughout my log, even now). I've repeatedly said that I see "talking to girls" as a form of therapy, because that's what it's done for me.Pluto said:The problem with pickup is that so many guys come into it with a very weak foundation of who they are.
Pluto said:From observing guys who were naturals that did well with women, I always noticed that they might not have had the smoothest lines or even known the best tips and tricks to get her into bed but their vibe just came off as infectious in a positive way. You wanted to be around them and women as a result overlooked their flaws.
I've been in this zone before too, yeah.Pluto said:You can tell that these guys are truly independent of outcomes because they laugh off rejections and have a great night nonetheless. What's most important is that these guys are desirable company to be around.
I don't know why you brought this point up honestly because I've rarely talked about race, and I've never been insecure about it. It just comes off as you wrote this post without actually understanding what my struggles are, because it's beyond race.Pluto said:A word of advice for you @colgate is that you need to be careful yourself. Being a guy of a minority group, there is so much content out there about how you are unlovable or undesired based on things about yourself that you cannot change. I have seen this eat men alive and turn them into lesser version of themselves. My hopes are that @KillYourInnerLoser and @Radical continue to do the good job that they are doing here to keep all conversations centered around how your race has a big say in how much women love you out.
colgate said:I have a confession to make.
Go for it
I'm actually done with work. I don't have anything to do now haha.
colgate said:I think I had danced with 20+ girls that night. But I couldn't seem to make inroads. I think I intuit body language only when there's no talking going on and it's all dancing, and I didn't feel like sticking with one girl for too long as a result. Also most of the girls were in groups. I usually ejected out of dances when I started feeling the girl pull away. Essentially, I could start dancing with girls or even have girls pull me to dance with them pretty easily but had no idea how to escalate the interaction past just dancing and maybe grinding here and there.
colgate said:But I have to get over this. I'm going to be severely shooting myself in the foot if I can't get past actually trying to have conversations with people at night. And I'm genuinely enamored by how certain guys can just lock-in these interesting nightclub/bar conversations. They are genuinely way more interesting than daytime ones, and I wish I knew how to do that. The advice I mainly got was "just go up and say anything". So maybe I'm literally going to have to do some drills where I go up to as many girls as possible and literally make any observational comment and keep the interactions going as long as possible. idk.
wait, is this who I think it is? The guy who pulled multiple girls the same night when we were in Phoenix? LOLcolgate said:except one guy managed to somehow pull and smash 2 different girls on that night
This is a great observation. There is a saying, that whoever owns the silence has the power in the situation. If you have to fill every moment of silence then you are definitely putting yourself in a lower position in necessary. One thing I will say is that, if the girl is really into you--she will either try really hard to fill in the silence and carry the conversation, or she won't care if things are quiet. So I think if you practice getting more comfortable with longer silences you'll be golden. One thing I sometimes do is just sit there with a really big derpy smile and say "sup," or "help me make conversation I'm blanking right now!" Just calling it out can be a pretty fun.colgate said:The moment I sense I'm being shut out or closed off, I get extremely desperate and needy and try to push for things way too hard
If the girl is closing off, I'm taking a complete stab in the dark here. I think you need to practice being a bit more "real." Like, when you're pushing for sex/escalation and get turned down, maybe you randomly become a bit more insecure, your face expression changes and your confidence melts away. The solution I think is to OWN what you're doing. Being willing to stand by it, aka VULNERABILITY. I wonder if sometimes subconsciously you kissing/pulling is something you try to "get away with" with the girl. If a girl turns me down for a makeout or something usually I look at her with a smile, and go "hey, you are super cute right now" and change the subject a bit. It's good because I'm totally owning the fact that I just tried to makeout with her, and also communicating that I'm cool that she doesn't want to do it and not at all butthurt. I'm not saying you're getting butthurt, but if you get awkward or shut down a little bit I think the girl might receive it that way. It's like, I liked this guy so much, all that happened was I didn't want to kiss him yet, why is he suddenly acting so different, was it just an act? For you it wasn't an act, just a bit of inexperience making you awkward.colgate said:I don't exactly know how to rectify this. Maybe I keep thinking once she's closed off, I can never open it again, so I do the worst possible thing which is trying to advance the interaction, instead of trying to open her up, or just calling it and leaving. I have no idea how to open up girls who are becoming closed off and while calling it and leaving would probably boost my self-respect, I'd probably be blowing a lot of opportunities relying on that too much. So I'd really like some feedback on this.
colgate said:She comes over to the couch and tells me "you're so different now...like you're in a trance or something...are you hiding something from me?" "no, I told you what I wanted" "yeah but I feel like ur hiding something else..."
colgate said:The moment I sense I'm being shut out or closed off, I get extremely desperate and needy and try to push for things way too hard.
colgate said:But then she sent me a random snap the next day anyway. So I might start trying to have a lot of random girls on snap and sending random crap to them and send more stuff to girls who send me random crap back, because it seems like that's what they're doing too. I'm new to Snapchat but it seems like a fun platform to use. Plus, I think it will force me to try to do interesting things in my life and/or be more creative with framing certain things I'm doing.
Maybe part of it is me trying to steamroll past open/closed body language and expressions because I thought it didn't matter, when it seems like it does. And also some stupid roadblock I have where I think I have zero control of the girl and there's nothing I can do to open her up once she's closed off.lacroix said:maybe that's why it came fast to you to escalate physically so quickly
Yeah, maybe I just need to "give myself permission to suck" and just try to talk to as many people (not just hot girls) as possible just to gain momentum and see what happens.lacroix said:For me the goal is to just joke around and have a ton of fun. I'm not always in the mood and can't always pull it off
No, funnily enough he didn't get anything. Only a clit vibrator from a chick who left her bag in his room, but that was from a duo pull with another guy. The guy who pulled+smashed twice on Saturday night was actually the guy I thought was some random dude trying to steal my approach in this post: https://killyourinnerloser.com/forums/viewtopic.php?p=27153#p27153lacroix said:wait, is this who I think it is? The guy who pulled multiple girls the same night when we were in Phoenix? LOL
Funnily enough, during daygame instadates/dates, I do this a lot. I love just looking deep into a girl's eyes and then I don't have to do any work and she just drives the conversation haha. Maybe I need to just make small inroads at night and then do this too at night.lacroix said:So I think if you practice getting more comfortable with longer silences you'll be golden. One thing I sometimes do is just sit there with a really big derpy smile and say "sup," or "help me make conversation I'm blanking right now!" Just calling it out can be a pretty fun.
Yeah, I think that's pretty much it. I feel like from being active in the daygame chat for so long gave me this toxic mindset that girls don't want to do anything and you're supposed to cajole them into servicing you.lacroix said:Like, when you're pushing for sex/escalation and get turned down, maybe you randomly become a bit more insecure, your face expression changes and your confidence melts away. The solution I think is to OWN what you're doing. Being willing to stand by it, aka VULNERABILITY. I wonder if sometimes subconsciously you kissing/pulling is something you try to "get away with" with the girl.
Honestly, I think I do get pretty butthurt when it does happen. Like I feel like I lose interest just because she declined it initially and I start shutting down and getting cold. I don't think I do it overtly, but it kind of hits me in the same spot as probably how I acted when I was a kid and threw a tantrum when I didn't get what I wanted. I think especially because I made myself really vulnerable to the Destiny chick about being so open about how nervous she made me feel, and I still got declined.lacroix said:I'm not saying you're getting butthurt, but if you get awkward or shut down a little bit I think the girl might receive it that way. It's like, I liked this guy so much, all that happened was I didn't want to kiss him yet, why is he suddenly acting so different, was it just an act? For you it wasn't an act, just a bit of inexperience making you awkward.
I had asked her several times, and she couldn't come up with anything. I kept just telling her that I thought she was cute and I wanted to kiss her, because I didn't really know what I was supposed to say either, and that's what I wanted.Adrizzle said:You should have asked what she thought you were hiding.