Sup
I, kAldown, commit to working on my goals and taking myself seriously.
31 y.o. from USSR (Ukraine), lived most of my live in Russia. Now in London (UK).
Just discovering myself after huge drop. Realised I have passion in sport and love extreeme.
Technical 31 years old virign (lost it a month ago with a lady from a bar, and the next week in Turkey with another one)
High energy person, sometimes out of control energy.
Current goals:
- Find a sweet girlfriend with greater match
^ this goal includes a lot of steps underneath:
- get tons of laids (40 was my number for 2 years, to not to be afraid to find a better person for me, rather than stick with the first lady who touch my d*ck)
- much better shape (girls telling me I'm good, but I want more. Want 90kg 15% fat, now 75 with 12% fat)
- want to know how to dress well (never bought myself a single cloth. Recently bought a coat for 600 pounds!, fucking love it)
- want to put myself first (spent tons of money on dating approx 20 womens from august to october, while being greedy to buy a good steak for myself)
- believe in myself (missed even straigh request from them to get into my room to f*ck. Have performance anxiety, even after I did well first 2 times, drilled a chick on a public beach in front of a guard and random guy made a photo of us
, still do not believe in myself)
- create surroundings of like-minded guys and girls, who won't judge me for my disire go give women a pleasure and take most from it
- want to find myself and be free with what I want, and not respond with what environment forcing me to do (I'm really romantic guy, but after seen each and every girl f*ck someone else after I put an effort - started to be really bitter)
- want to control my anger (with all the shit I saw and brutal rejections and judges - I became really angry, can yell at peaople, fought with my friends, friends told me they afraid of me, that's the reason I went into martial arts and doing gym everyday - not enough)
- create something meaningful (yet discovering my inner desire of this goal)
- get away from 9to5
- be an inspiration for peoples who stuck the same I did before