I, ziva, commit to working on my goals and taking myself seriously.
What's up guys.
I've been watching KYIL for over 2 months and finally decided to join the community on the forums.
To keep shit simple, my current goal is to up my confidence with women and talk about improving life/dating with y'all.
I want to work myself up to a level where I can be intimate with women pretty much whenever I want.
As of now (20, almost 21) I've been going on
some dates and had
some sexual experiences with women, but I'm not really as confident/comfortable as I would like to be. I want to fix this by going on many dates with many women starting now. I went on 1 date this year, and I have another one planned for upcoming Saturday.
I also want to completely cut out porn. I've been wanting this since I was like 16 (saw first P scene at age 9 or sumn). Over the last 4 years I've had 2 major streaks of roughly 2 months each, where I was porn free. Interestingly, both of those streaks involved me casually dating girls at that time. They help me lay off porn more easily. I don't want to engage in the PMO cycle (y'all know what that is
) at all. It fucks with my conscious and subconscious brain too much. Sometimes I almost want to enjoy something, but then remember I jacked to P yesterday. So yeah... Fuck P.
Excited to see how far I can come. I've been inspired a lot by the success stories of some of y'all.