Im Lusty
I, Lusty, commit to working on my goals and taking myself seriously.
Recently single, used to live in Melbourne Australia but due to the authoritarian regime and 2 years of being locked up/Isolated my mental health took a turn, I gained 45kg through binge eating and binge drinking, particularly low point was being shot at by cops and arrested for walking outside my apartment without my ID on me, then other issues of not being allowed to do anything like go gym because I wasn't taking the big V. Fast forward I moved to the Northern State of QLD and just trying to get my stuff back together, was in a little bit of a toxic relationship, likely just a mirror of my own toxicity so I took 2 months off dating altogether, the past 2-3 years I have been doing a lot of inner work, but have been in the pick-up self dev journey for 12 years now.
For a mild ego boost and because I find it funny my lay count is 69, I was hoping my ex would be my wife so I could die with a lay count of 69, but looks like that didn't go to plan, unless I stick to abstinence and go to Church and become a born again virgin?
So got some experience when it comes to sex and dating, however it always came from a desperate get my lay count up at any cost, a lot of random sex from online dating which was very low quality. Then again been with some odd attractive women, more so when I had initially lost weight and was around 75-80kg bodyweight at 5'4 so yeah short guys can get laid
Goals/Focus
Weightloss
CW: 107KG GW: 70kg Height: 5'4
Masculinity & inner work
Heal my inner child, work on my co-dependant people pleaser nice guy side
Learn and be ok with doing hard things
Focus on keeping my word for myself and what I say to others (including commitments I make here)
Get more comfortable with being physically violent through wrestling other men, combat sports, hunting or other sports/tasks
read 1 book per month (on track with this so far this year)
Money
Got two business things I am working on, one is established one is brand new
The established one I want to add 800k of Rev in the next 3 years
The new one I want to hit 100k rev in the next 3 years
Dating
Don't really care about increasing my lay count
Want to focus on quality women, only sleep with women I find are attractive
No overweight women!
Only ever had one threesome with 2 other women was sort of like a half-assed one as in the girls didn't like to have sex with each other so I would like to have a proper 3some with 2 bisexual women or a 4some maybe would be insane
Short term just to see one person I find attractive and like hanging out with where we have great sex
Other stuff
Travel to a new country I have not been to
I have travelled a fair amount the past 12 months (19 flights so far) but they have mainly been to places I have been to before, or repeat trips for business