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Brothers

Lay report #2

I met my FWB for lunch, but we decided to buy ice cream and eat it in a hotel nearby. We talked for a bit and were making out on the hotel bed. We kissed so hard that her braces started hurting my lower lips. Then she taught me how to use my hands then. I fingered her until she shook. She was shy about removing her underwear because she didn't get to shave yet, so she told me to turn off the lights. After that, crazy things started to happen. I didn't wear my glasses, so I couldn't see much in the dark, So she took the lead and let me go inside her without a condom, but after a few minutes of that, I decided to wear a condom just in case.

After only a few minutes of having sex, I could hear the hotel radio playing outside our room. I was concerned because that meant people outside could hear what was happening in our room. And the staff must have turned on the radio to muffle our noises. I tried my best to stop her from moaning by inserting my finger in her mouth, but she bit me, So I decided just to kiss her while we were doing it. Anyway, after that we were too tired to continue. I won't say I made her orgasm multiple times, but she shook a lot while we were together. We were tired but had a lot of fun. We ended up making out before we went home. Her school will start tomorrow, and I am thankful I got to meet her again.
 
Nice bro!

Yeah- hotel sex can get awkward when the girl is loud. I brought my FWB to a Motel 6 one time and we had the neighbor knock on our hotel door to tell us to stop with all the noise lol

Good times, man
 
Brothers

Thanks hush And BDG-95 !, Thankfully, we weren't too loud that people started knocking on our door :). I learned that it would be nice to scout out the place before bringing a date with you so that you and your woman would have nothing to hold you back from enjoying the moment. I wanted to be as rough as she would've liked it. When we were making out that she was slapping me like I did something wrong, I started to get the gist of what she likes, But I didn't know how to be rough with her. She told me she was satisfied, but I couldn't shake the feeling that I could have done more.

I'm afraid of being too attached to my FWB, She's so cool, mature and sweet, and I might ruin our FWB status with my feelings. I need to keep that in check. I want a relationship with her like Andy has with Imogen, I'll be enjoying my time with her, and maybe after a few months of seeing each other, I'll try to ask her the question. But for now, I will be working on myself, like my physique, social skills, career and a few more side hustles.

Today I discovered that playing games are an alternative to watching porn, I still want to do things throughout my day, so I played a bit and uninstalled it after a few rounds. Another discovery I had is having sex is different from just jacking off to porn. I feel as though I have this clarity after the experience. I want to keep myself busy to not just wait for texts from my FWB; chatting makes me anxious and feel like I'm back in high school.

I feel happy today
 
Hello Brothers

This past week, I was busy learning new things, like improving my art and trying to make a video game, it was more complicated than I had anticipated, but I guess it's a good thing because my mind is occupied with a lot of troubles right now like, my FWB not being available or possibly ghosting me (I hope not :cry: ), my sisters having health-related issues and the fear of disappointing my family.

I should not be making excuses, I'm sorry.

Goal-oriented activities:

Losing 5kg
-Better jump rope skills
-Ring dips + 5 reps
-Average rice intake - 2 cups
-Current weight: 78.6 kg

Things to work on:
-Getting enough sleep
-Reducing stress
-Make exercise fun again

5 lays without paying
-Learning new things to make myself interesting: 3d art and making a video game
I have been posting my art here:
https://www.deviantart.com/cannonfodder430/art/Basemesh1-927356024
-Losing weight
-Stop looking at escort sites
-Stop watching porn: 2 days streak at the moment

Things to work on:
-Not being upset at my FWB
-Go out after everything is alright at the house again
-Consider doing Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu instead
-Learn to cold approach more efficiently
-Not using underwear while in the house to bring back sensitivity to my genitals

A bit of a side note here, I'm really sad that I can't get a reply from my FWB, I really thought that after having intense sex with another person they would have some kind of "bond" with each other, I'm not expecting some form of a relationship but maybe a kind of friendship that I never had or just something, I thought after having sex with a person I would never feel alone again. I'm kinda questioning my mindset in trying to get laid, now that I'm writing this I feel like I'm wrong with a lot of things.

I want to finish my goals, but I feel like I have just hit a brick wall
 
Lonely_Rottweiler said:
5 lays without paying
-Learning new things to make myself interesting: 3d art and making a video game
I have been posting my art here:
https://www.deviantart.com/cannonfodder ... -927356024
-Losing weight
-Stop looking at escort sites
-Stop watching porn: 2 days streak at the moment
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tbh "learning new things to make myself interesting: 3d art and making a video game" is too far detached from the actual goal of "5 lays without paying", i wouldn't conflate that with direct effort of "trying to get laid". that's like if i said "guys making video game music is going to get me laid because it's interesting"

also maybe more controversial, but i don't think noporn/nofap is actual effort towards "5 lays without paying". see this post i made here: https://killyourinnerloser.com/forums/viewtopic.php?p=41405#p41405

losing weight is good.

probably not looking at escort sites either is a good idea i suppose though still pretty indirect

i would consider a direct action to be something like using online dating apps or approaching (day or night). but maybe you don't meet the looks threshold for even getting into direct dating action yet (you said you're 78.5 kg but i don't know how tall you are, your profile pic has you wearing glasses, and it looks like you don't have style yet)
 
Retention, long-term stuff:

Women have endless options, they don't care man. They simply don't care.

This says nothing about YOU.

You are doing well little bro. I am happy with it. You're gonna have to work at this shit for a few years, but that's OK.

They ghost, but why wouldn't they? What have they got to lose? Nothing. Within the hour, there's thousands of new messages, matches, social media likes. It is simply endless. No guy really means anything to them, because they're abundant.

This should be framed as a game of SUCCESS IMO: Money - Women - Clout.

Money is a great investment, as is clout. They're more concrete. Women are just the desert. Fattening, and something which does not feed. Certainly not your soul. Which is why we pursue the other two things with fervour. They will still be there in the morning. A woman will not.

So look man, you're doing the right things. Just keep working. You've learned that bonding, all that shit, doesn't matter. It means 0 to chicks. It also hurt me to realise they don't care. That was important to my growth. It stings less and less the more time passes, I promise you.

What is scarce is a man who is absolutely elite in life. Who has his shit wired tight. Rock solid to the bone.

People like that move mountains and inspire countless people. In becoming that, there is a transcendental aspect. You walk with great men, the great leaders, thinkers, the best of our species who made an enduring contribution.

You'll find greatness in yourself when you set a goal and just attack it without mercy. Enduring way, way, way beyond what is even humane. It becomes sadistic and evil.

A man must be a pillar of strength. That is our only mission.

You get there, and you can die happy.

So Ralph, work hard on your body, keep striving for success. Run through chicks. Just keep beasting. You will get into higher levels of your life.

Stick at it, Ok?

MAC
 
Brothers

colgate said:
tbh "learning new things to make myself interesting: 3d art and making a video game" is too far detached from the actual goal of "5 lays without paying", i wouldn't conflate that with direct effort of "trying to get laid". that's like if i said "guys making video game music is going to get me laid because it's interesting"
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Thanks colgate , I guess my hobbies are too detached from my goal. I wanted to get some "win" to hopefully boost my confidence and have something to show people, to convince them that I'm worth being a friend or something.

Today, I enrolled myself in a guitar class for three reasons:
-Have a reason to go out, even though I don't have a date
-Meet new people and possibly meet a lady
-Using my money responsibly, so that I won't spend it on escorts

It won't make me interesting, but maybe It can help me build confidence (?)

colgate said:
i would consider a direct action to be something like using online dating apps or approaching (day or night). but maybe you don't meet the looks threshold for even getting into direct dating action yet (you said you're 78.5 kg but i don't know how tall you are, your profile pic has you wearing glasses, and it looks like you don't have style yet)
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I get good results approaching by day, although just a bit of small talk. night approach I haven't tried that yet, as I appear quite intimidating at night. looks threshold, I'd say average.

My height is 5'8"




Style still needs work, I don't know what to do about my glasses though. with out my glasses the world looks like a 144p quality video.

If I were to refer to the tinder guide I'd still be stuck in chapter 2, hence improving my whole stuff. The last time I used a dating app, I got 12 matches the first 5 hours. I thought I was so cool. but I just got matches from single mothers who are looking for commitment.


MakingAComeback said:
Retention, long-term stuff:

Women have endless options, they don't care man. They simply don't care.

This says nothing about YOU.

You are doing well little bro. I am happy with it. You're gonna have to work at this shit for a few years, but that's OK.

They ghost, but why wouldn't they? What have they got to lose? Nothing. Within the hour, there's thousands of new messages, matches, social media likes. It is simply endless. No guy really means anything to them, because they're abundant.

This should be framed as a game of SUCCESS IMO: Money - Women - Clout.

Money is a great investment, as is clout. They're more concrete. Women are just the desert. Fattening, and something which does not feed. Certainly not your soul. Which is why we pursue the other two things with fervour. They will still be there in the morning. A woman will not.

So look man, you're doing the right things. Just keep working. You've learned that bonding, all that shit, doesn't matter. It means 0 to chicks. It also hurt me to realise they don't care. That was important to my growth. It stings less and less the more time passes, I promise you.

What is scarce is a man who is absolutely elite in life. Who has his shit wired tight. Rock solid to the bone.

People like that move mountains and inspire countless people. In becoming that, there is a transcendental aspect. You walk with great men, the great leaders, thinkers, the best of our species who made an enduring contribution.

You'll find greatness in yourself when you set a goal and just attack it without mercy. Enduring way, way, way beyond what is even humane. It becomes sadistic and evil.

A man must be a pillar of strength. That is our only mission.

You get there, and you can die happy.

So Ralph, work hard on your body, keep striving for success. Run through chicks. Just keep beasting. You will get into higher levels of your life.

Stick at it, Ok?

MAC
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I needed to hear that, Thank you MakingAComeback
 
ok thanks for the detailed reply and body pic

Lonely_Rottweiler said:
Style still needs work, I don't know what to do about my glasses though. with out my glasses the world looks like a 144p quality video.
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style is low hanging fruit (radical's guide) but it's probably the least of your worries rn

big belly, you need to lose like at least 15kg

getting down to 65kg should be your biggest priority. drop everything and lose fat, copiously track your calories in a spreadsheet. post body progress pics. would honestly just recommend 1500 kcal a day until you're lean. use this site to get caloric values of food http://cronometer.com/

and then you're going to want to hit the weights and get jacked after that. but getting lean is now your biggest priority

i don't think you need to focus on anything else for now until you lean down significantly

also re: the glasses, you must get contacts asap for now. but long term i would highly suggest lasik/smile eye surgery. it's a life investment.
 
Brothers

Today I didn't carry weights. I focused on using the jump rope and walking.


I remember the first time I lost weight, all I did was cardio. I would jog for an hour and a half and lost 10 kg in 3 three months. I used this exercise when my then-girlfriend told me I needed to lose weight before meeting her family. So I was extra motivated.

Brothers, I would like to hear your opinion on this; I watched boxing athletes from my school, and they manipulated their weight through intense cardio. Many people say they're just getting rid of their water and salt, but they are still the fittest people I know.
 
The thing about boxers / fighters is that they are generally burning so many calories that they don’t have to try that hard to lose weight, at least that’s my take. Those sports tend to only attract people who are extremely motivated and already fit to some degree, so burning 1000 calories and eating a little less isn’t as daunting. They do end up losing a lot of water and salt for weigh ins, but they are burning fat too. There’s a reason why the start of any weight loss routine includes so much “water weight” loss, the same processes that burn fat also cause you to dehydrate if you aren’t actively compensating.

It’s a common trend to see overweight people “jealous” of how some people are “naturally thin” while eating whatever they want. I used to be this way, had to diet extremely hard to get to where I am now. While I am still trying to lose fat, I can generally stop dieting and maintain my weight easily because I’ve made my general lifestyle much more active. The kind of people who you see boxing / fighting are usually in this same category. The best way I can explain it is this: when you are exercising to lose weight, it feels like a chore and going for 1 hour taxes your willpower. When you have a goal like working towards competition or improving a skill that your passionate about, suddenly 4 hours of cardio is easy, because you are properly motivated.
 
Hello Brothers

Today was my rest day, but I decided to do some jump rope. I couldn't sit still. I always feel like I should always be doing something.

https://drive.google.com/file/d/12hyelmFTJGTmqpTSfXxdPXbokOvYaZ1k/view?usp=sharing

I recorded this video because I've been experiencing pains lately and some cramps. Is there something wrong with my form? Also, I wanted to come out clean with you guys; I have been talking to an escort lately. Just asking for some stuff, and it was some fake account, so I screwed around with the questions. I don't know anymore. I may be lacking motivation lately, or I just wanted to talk to someone
 
Hello Brothers

It just occurred to me that I have less than four months to accomplish my goals. Maybe you guys feel the pressure, too (?)

I was lonely because I had numb manhood. It made me feel like I was just a dildo. But nothing stops me from becoming a happy dildo with a great physique. I shall use this mindset to fire up my ass and accomplish my goals.

It had been a week since I had quit coffee and all kinds of sugar. My body feels leaner, but so do my arms.
 
Brothers

Today, I went out feeling good about the day. Having a guitar on my back while walking down the street makes me feel like I'm the cool guy from high school.

I had a few cold approaches today, but it suddenly rained. Oh, and I bumped into my FWB. She said she was sorry that she hadn't been replying to my messages because she was busy at nursing school. I told her that it was fine because I was once a student, so I understood her situation and that she could chat with me anytime. I really want to retain this girl, but I can't put all my balls into one sack.

So body update, I'm feeling lean. It has been two weeks since I quit coffee and slowly removed the other sugars. Dark chocolate is now my favorite snack since It no longer tastes and feels like I'm chewing on cigarettes

 
Lonely_Rottweiler said:
Brothers

Today, I went out feeling good about the day. Having a guitar on my back while walking down the street makes me feel like I'm the cool guy from high school.

I had a few cold approaches today, but it suddenly rained. Oh, and I bumped into my FWB. She said she was sorry that she hadn't been replying to my messages because she was busy at nursing school. I told her that it was fine because I was once a student, so I understood her situation and that she could chat with me anytime. I really want to retain this girl, but I can't put all my balls into one sack.

So body update, I'm feeling lean. It has been two weeks since I quit coffee and slowly removed the other sugars. Dark chocolate is now my favorite snack since It no longer tastes and feels like I'm chewing on cigarettes

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how much do you weigh now?
 
Lonely_Rottweiler said:
Dark chocolate is now my favorite snack since It no longer tastes and feels like I'm chewing on cigarettes
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Careful boy. Gotta count the cals there.
 
Hello Brothers,

"Calisthenics is hard, man" "bro. You're just walking."
-My inner thoughts

colgate said:
how much do you weigh now?
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I'm currently at 78.4 kg, I have been tracking my workouts, and I have recently added 6000 steps to my workouts; and I'll slowly move my way up to 10000 steps to burn more calls to avoid hurting my knees.

My total average energy expenditure is 1660 calls; It's frustrating that my weight has barely moved, but I'm optimistic that I'll pull through before the end of the year.

SIGMA_1234 said:
Careful boy. Gotta count the cals there.
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One piece a day :) , But I ended up giving the rest of the bar to my cousins. There's no point in saying I quit sugar while I'm sneaking a piece of chocolate now and then.

I'm getting compliments that I'm getting thinner. While it came from a good place, and I don't want to be an ungrateful bastard, I just don't want it to go into my head.
 
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