Spider Jerusalem
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- Oct 11, 2021
Day 127: 15/02/2022
Taking the 5th Step: Back to Work
Not sure if I was ready to go back to work today, but I needed to go in. It’s a big step considering the complete mess I was recently.
Doesn’t help that I hate my job.
I made a list on my phone of rationalisations for my anxiety which I’m reading every time I feel panicky and nervous. It’s worst in the mornings when my alarm goes off and I wake up. I see my bed as my sanctuary where it’s warm and comfortable and nothing can hurt me.
Rude awakening going back to work this morning, but I made it into the office. I’m typing this up before my shift. Just wanna go home. Roll on 8 Hours.
I’ll edit this if there is anything that needs adding in e.g. if anything significant happens
Thanks for reading
Spider 🕷
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Taking the 5th Step: Back to Work
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Not sure if I was ready to go back to work today, but I needed to go in. It’s a big step considering the complete mess I was recently.
Doesn’t help that I hate my job.
I made a list on my phone of rationalisations for my anxiety which I’m reading every time I feel panicky and nervous. It’s worst in the mornings when my alarm goes off and I wake up. I see my bed as my sanctuary where it’s warm and comfortable and nothing can hurt me.
Rude awakening going back to work this morning, but I made it into the office. I’m typing this up before my shift. Just wanna go home. Roll on 8 Hours.
I’ll edit this if there is anything that needs adding in e.g. if anything significant happens
Thanks for reading
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Spider 🕷