Spider Jerusalem
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- Oct 11, 2021
Day 250: 17/06/2022
Last Minute Date Tonight and Breaking Point with Bulking
Last Minute Date Tonight
Was talking to this girl on Tinder on and off the past week who lives in the next town over 🗺 Things got sexual real quick then calmed down a bit as I've been working my new job
She sent me a 'nude a day to keep me interested...'. Turns out she's free tonight, so I've pitched a date to her round hers. She says 'just come over at 8 and I'll be ready for you.'
So I'll slip round later and hopefully I'll also be slipping in. Could be a new lay on the cards
I'll update tomorrow with what happens, but it's looking promising
Breaking Point with Bulking
Was lying in bed last night thinking about my weight gain goals and how I've been Fucking around on them
I think I've kinda hit a breaking point as I got a bit upset and angry with myself.
I'm fed up of everyone I date being heavier than me
I'm tired of not feeling 'like a man'
I've had enough of being mocked for my weight
I'm not putting up with the lack of respect I get for being how I am
I'm not going to stand for women giving me passes because I'm not 'fit enough'
So yeah basically I'm not tolerating this shit no more
I'm paying for a P.T and not coming into the gym enough or eating properly, so the money is kind of being wasted in a way
To this end, I've decided to start getting serious with bulking as I'm not putting in enough effort, time and money
Due to being thin as Fuck, I end up puking my guts out whenever I take the protein shakes/mass gainers that you have to mix up with milk yourself. Something I've always struggled with to be honest
Working at the health food store in this new job has come with an added advantage: I get 25% discount on all items. I've been experimenting with various weight gaining supplements this past week
I've found some ready made ones in the store which aren't mass gainers but rather 'complete meals'. I've also found some peanut and caramel protein bars that I really like. I've tried both of these and my stomach has been able to handle it
Both the bars and shakes are classed as 'complete meals' and come packed with vitamins and minerals and not much sugar
There's also a deal on in U.K McDonald's restaurants where if you fill in a short survey on your receipt, you get a BigMac and Fries for £1.99 and the receipts you get from that every time can be continually re-entered into the survey so you get the £1.99 deal
This will save me having to meal prep, blast the excuse of 'I didn't bring any food...' out of the water - it takes 2 minutes to throw a shake and bar in my bag or take a quick trip to McDonald's as there's one right by me. Also, this won't be as expensive for me due to the discount. They do different flavours as well, so I won't get bored, although I quite like the banana
Ultimately, I've decided to take myself seriously, bite the Fucking bullet, and spend the money.
To sum up:
- 2 Protein Bars a Day - 472 Calories
- 2 Yfood Complete Meals - 1000 Calories
- BigMac and Fries - 830 Calories
The shakes and protein bars will be taken twice a day after workouts and during lunch breaks at work/home
This is in addition to the regular meals and snacks I take anyway, which will come to a total of Around 3500 Calories a Day
I've done the maths and all together, this is going to cost me: £68.81 a week
This is 7 Hour's work which is nothing really. It isn't too costly with the discount applied and considering there's a lot of overtime going and I'm on a decent wage currently, things are looking in my favour
I've transferred money from my savings in order to start buying supplements this week and get on it.
I also went out today to make the first purchase:
View attachment 1
Any other business:
- Cleaned my room
- Manscaped for the date later
- Did some work training
Thanks for reading
Spider 🕷
Last Minute Date Tonight and Breaking Point with Bulking
Last Minute Date Tonight
Was talking to this girl on Tinder on and off the past week who lives in the next town over 🗺 Things got sexual real quick then calmed down a bit as I've been working my new job
She sent me a 'nude a day to keep me interested...'. Turns out she's free tonight, so I've pitched a date to her round hers. She says 'just come over at 8 and I'll be ready for you.'
So I'll slip round later and hopefully I'll also be slipping in. Could be a new lay on the cards
I'll update tomorrow with what happens, but it's looking promising
Breaking Point with Bulking
Was lying in bed last night thinking about my weight gain goals and how I've been Fucking around on them
I think I've kinda hit a breaking point as I got a bit upset and angry with myself.
I'm fed up of everyone I date being heavier than me
I'm tired of not feeling 'like a man'
I've had enough of being mocked for my weight
I'm not putting up with the lack of respect I get for being how I am
I'm not going to stand for women giving me passes because I'm not 'fit enough'
So yeah basically I'm not tolerating this shit no more
I'm paying for a P.T and not coming into the gym enough or eating properly, so the money is kind of being wasted in a way
To this end, I've decided to start getting serious with bulking as I'm not putting in enough effort, time and money
Due to being thin as Fuck, I end up puking my guts out whenever I take the protein shakes/mass gainers that you have to mix up with milk yourself. Something I've always struggled with to be honest
Working at the health food store in this new job has come with an added advantage: I get 25% discount on all items. I've been experimenting with various weight gaining supplements this past week
I've found some ready made ones in the store which aren't mass gainers but rather 'complete meals'. I've also found some peanut and caramel protein bars that I really like. I've tried both of these and my stomach has been able to handle it
Both the bars and shakes are classed as 'complete meals' and come packed with vitamins and minerals and not much sugar
There's also a deal on in U.K McDonald's restaurants where if you fill in a short survey on your receipt, you get a BigMac and Fries for £1.99 and the receipts you get from that every time can be continually re-entered into the survey so you get the £1.99 deal
This will save me having to meal prep, blast the excuse of 'I didn't bring any food...' out of the water - it takes 2 minutes to throw a shake and bar in my bag or take a quick trip to McDonald's as there's one right by me. Also, this won't be as expensive for me due to the discount. They do different flavours as well, so I won't get bored, although I quite like the banana
Ultimately, I've decided to take myself seriously, bite the Fucking bullet, and spend the money.
To sum up:
- 2 Protein Bars a Day - 472 Calories
- 2 Yfood Complete Meals - 1000 Calories
- BigMac and Fries - 830 Calories
The shakes and protein bars will be taken twice a day after workouts and during lunch breaks at work/home
This is in addition to the regular meals and snacks I take anyway, which will come to a total of Around 3500 Calories a Day
I've done the maths and all together, this is going to cost me: £68.81 a week
This is 7 Hour's work which is nothing really. It isn't too costly with the discount applied and considering there's a lot of overtime going and I'm on a decent wage currently, things are looking in my favour
I've transferred money from my savings in order to start buying supplements this week and get on it.
I also went out today to make the first purchase:
View attachment 1
Any other business:
- Cleaned my room
- Manscaped for the date later
- Did some work training
Thanks for reading
Spider 🕷