- Joined
- Jan 19, 2021
LAY #6
OK bros, the drought is broken!
This was an important one as I have been pushing like hell for 2 god damn months with nothing.
Then boom. We're winning again.
Last lay with a new chick was April. Last night smashed a new chick from Bumble.
Her profile says she's looking for a relationship, she's 29. Nice gal, great comms, seems receptive as fuck. Looks wise, about average or slightly below. But nice person and I am down to meet.
We talk, and then have a date lined up with her last week. She texts me morning of saying she's not well, can we reschedule. We move to yesterday (mon),
She arrives early, and is drinking a wine. She chat, she's nice, very fun, talkative as hell.
She checks me out in unusual ways compared to other girls, she's looking at my chest, and also like up and down, including my legs.
We keep chatting. She orders another drink.
She asks if I smoke, I say no, but sometimes I will socially. She says let's smoke and she gives me one.
This was a great sign, as the last date I went on, when I mentioned this, the girl didn't give me one lol. So I knew, ok this is a good sign.
She finishes her drink, and then I say let's grab the next one at mine. She says sure.
I then say I've gotta pee. She says sure, I'll get the bill.
Damn girl you're really gonna pay for our drinks? Sweetheart.
I went to the bathroom and popped a cialis. Reason being, looks wise she wasn't necessarily attractive to me, and I didn't want to risk ED. I HAVE TO GET THESE 10 LAYS.
We go to mine, talk in the main room, drink on the balcony, and then head to my room.
Listen to music. We haven't kissed at this stage. But she is totally cool with touch, and she is also like snuggled up next to me on the sofa, etc.
Listen to music, talk, chill for ages. About 1030 we start making out (date started at 8pm) and then start kissing her neck. Shes horny. ITS TIME
Clothes come off. Smash.
And go to bed.
She snored so I didn't get much sleep at all LOL.
Wake up at 6am. She also gets up. Smash again.
She leaves at 7am.
Now drinking a coffee, feeling a bit tired obv. Will chill, do my work, and regain some energy.
LAY #6 DONE
As it had been so long I had to bang a new girl man.
Next one, I hope, will be more attractive.
#2 was so dreamy I just wanna pound another chick like this. Legit beautiful women are so powerful the experience is unforgettable. It is quite sad to admit but I am doing what many women do here - they have a ONS with an attractive person, then this raises their subconscious standards so much they just want to lock down someone of that calibre.
Difference is, I am doing the work.
Anyway, let's not get ahead of ourselves.
We're beyond the halfway mark now. At the start of this year, I had never fucked a girl.
I've now fucked 6, went 90% of the way with another, had a few booty call missed attempts, and come hell or high water, I'm getting 4 more to achieve my goal.
We then sit down and think of the next goal. Biz wise, it' gotta be 5k a month. Women wise, QUALITY. It will be quality man. After these 10, what's the point of more 5s? Gotta up it to the 6s minimum. With a goal for maybe a few 7s. #2 was a 7. If I can bang a few of these I'll die a happy man lol. Next year Funnel gang is getting this fucking money and I am a pissed off mother fucker when I have a goal infront of me trust me, trust me, trust me, that goal is getting FUCKING DESTROYED.
How will I get quality in the future? By being one of the best guys out there. Will do the work in the gym, HT in August, will keep grinding like a man possessed.
Is it shallow I am thinking of quality now? Nah, it aint.
I'm in the gym 5 x a week and have been for a long time now. I work every day to be a better man. I am grinding my face off. The world will not go around rewarding undeserving people. Why would it?
TO GET WHAT YOU WANT IN LIFE, YOU PAY THE PRICE
AND I WILL PAY IN FULL
NOTHING IN LIFE CAN STOP SOMETHING THAT IS TRULY RELENTLESS
Still so thankful for pancakemouse , Rags2Bitches , Andy and Radical for teaching me how to operate on the dates themselves. I also want to thank countingsheep7878 again because he taught me how to seed the pull and this helped me so much.
Without them I would be fucking losing my literal mind trying to figure this shit out.
This game is hard man, make no bones about it. This dry patch was fine for 8 weeks, then it began to affect me psychologically and I learned the way this game works.
For the underdogs in this game, you just gotta persist like a fricken legend, way, way, way beyond what is reasonable. You gottta persist and stay in the fight until the bitter end. In fallow times, it can test your resolve. But you must always have heart. If your heart is bigger than the obstacle that is infront of you. Geuss what? It will get destroyed.
Anyone, anywhere, can achieve an elite life if they put in elite level work and also get help. It does take work man and a lot of it. Until one's looks are high level, which btw is not possible for everyone, this game involves extreme grinding. Doing repetitive tasks for many hours a day which 99.999% of the time lead to nothing.
The only way an underdog can win is if they have a truly indestructible will and determination.
I get a lot of help and need it too. But I am grateful nowadays I can help and push others.
Which truly gives me joy and when guys who have figured out a way to be successful and come here and share with others, it hits me deep man, something special is happening when we do that man.
I remember when I joined here and was an incel and so fucking sad. So sad, I was like a wounded animal that had been destroyed in battle. It pains me to think of those years it truly does. If other people had not helped me, I do not know what would have happened to me.
Which is why I am here now writing this to you, because if I can be on my way to elite, truly elite, which will be a 5 year journey man and will take me until 35 to be a millionaire and married to my dream gal and popping out some mini Ravi's who will take my savage drive and determination and reach higher heights than I could imagine....guess what? So can ANYONE ON PLANET EARTH
Final point:
These 10 lays are happening for sure. For sure. I am focused and relentless and do not fucking stop,
I am proud of myself because I set the goal, came here in Jan to start The Phoenix Project and haven't deviated from the course or bullshit myself and changed directions.
EVERY GOD DAMN DAY I HAVE GOT UP AND STUCK TO THE PROCESSES WITHOUT FUCKING FAIL
And it is that consistency and old school work ethic that cuts to the bone that brings me progress in life
I am not talented, I am not the most capable, I am neither the smartest or the most skilled. I, like many, fall somewhere in-between.
But what separates me is just WORK ETHIC and CONSISTENCY.
I will sit down, focus on the task at hand, and give every ounce of effort in my body and brain to that task for days, weeks, months, fucking years if needs be,
In the game of life, it is about HEART.
"Life is the ultimate competitor. It is relentless. It will continue to attack you when you least expect it. We must learn to adapt and overcame any and all obstacles that are put infront of us"
"...when you see Apollo Creed in round 14, turn around like I fucking got him, you see when he turns around and sees rocky, he knows, I was fucking this dude up, he kept coming after me, and I finally knocked him down....When he turns around and looks at Rocky and watches him get up, Apollo puts his head down...it's not so much Rocky getting up, that's big for me. Apollo Creed's face became every mother fucker that verbally and non-verbally, looked at me like you poor thing.....I got all of them in my head in a mental rolladex and I spin that son of a bitch every day. And I know right now, whether you hate me, love me, I'm a dick I'm a that, whatever you wanna think - I MADE IT. And I know a lot of motherfuckers are looking like Apollo Creed did, because I kept getting the fuck up. All I wanted in my life, I don't care about money, I don't care about fame, all my followers could go away tomorrow. I wanted all those people who doubted me to look like Apollo Creed did in that 14th round because I got up repeatedly"
-David Goggins, The King of No Excuses
That is the game of success man. We let go and surrender to the process.
Work in progress and grateful for my peers, mentors and coaches (Andy/Radical), and trusted advisors every day.
Nothing will stop me from becoming elite. I will get to elite or die trying.
And I will fail over and over again.
I will have self doubt over and over again.
I will question whether it is possible, whether I have what it takes, whether I am trying to do something truly insane in out working god's plan and trying to take a guy from the god damn sewer and raise him up somehow to be a champion
....and one thing I can promise you is this
I WILL SUCEED
KEEP HAMMERING,
MAC DADDY
OK bros, the drought is broken!
This was an important one as I have been pushing like hell for 2 god damn months with nothing.
Then boom. We're winning again.
Last lay with a new chick was April. Last night smashed a new chick from Bumble.
Her profile says she's looking for a relationship, she's 29. Nice gal, great comms, seems receptive as fuck. Looks wise, about average or slightly below. But nice person and I am down to meet.
We talk, and then have a date lined up with her last week. She texts me morning of saying she's not well, can we reschedule. We move to yesterday (mon),
She arrives early, and is drinking a wine. She chat, she's nice, very fun, talkative as hell.
She checks me out in unusual ways compared to other girls, she's looking at my chest, and also like up and down, including my legs.
We keep chatting. She orders another drink.
She asks if I smoke, I say no, but sometimes I will socially. She says let's smoke and she gives me one.
This was a great sign, as the last date I went on, when I mentioned this, the girl didn't give me one lol. So I knew, ok this is a good sign.
She finishes her drink, and then I say let's grab the next one at mine. She says sure.
I then say I've gotta pee. She says sure, I'll get the bill.
Damn girl you're really gonna pay for our drinks? Sweetheart.
I went to the bathroom and popped a cialis. Reason being, looks wise she wasn't necessarily attractive to me, and I didn't want to risk ED. I HAVE TO GET THESE 10 LAYS.
We go to mine, talk in the main room, drink on the balcony, and then head to my room.
Listen to music. We haven't kissed at this stage. But she is totally cool with touch, and she is also like snuggled up next to me on the sofa, etc.
Listen to music, talk, chill for ages. About 1030 we start making out (date started at 8pm) and then start kissing her neck. Shes horny. ITS TIME
Clothes come off. Smash.
And go to bed.
She snored so I didn't get much sleep at all LOL.
Wake up at 6am. She also gets up. Smash again.
She leaves at 7am.
Now drinking a coffee, feeling a bit tired obv. Will chill, do my work, and regain some energy.
LAY #6 DONE
As it had been so long I had to bang a new girl man.
Next one, I hope, will be more attractive.
#2 was so dreamy I just wanna pound another chick like this. Legit beautiful women are so powerful the experience is unforgettable. It is quite sad to admit but I am doing what many women do here - they have a ONS with an attractive person, then this raises their subconscious standards so much they just want to lock down someone of that calibre.
Difference is, I am doing the work.
Anyway, let's not get ahead of ourselves.
We're beyond the halfway mark now. At the start of this year, I had never fucked a girl.
I've now fucked 6, went 90% of the way with another, had a few booty call missed attempts, and come hell or high water, I'm getting 4 more to achieve my goal.
We then sit down and think of the next goal. Biz wise, it' gotta be 5k a month. Women wise, QUALITY. It will be quality man. After these 10, what's the point of more 5s? Gotta up it to the 6s minimum. With a goal for maybe a few 7s. #2 was a 7. If I can bang a few of these I'll die a happy man lol. Next year Funnel gang is getting this fucking money and I am a pissed off mother fucker when I have a goal infront of me trust me, trust me, trust me, that goal is getting FUCKING DESTROYED.
How will I get quality in the future? By being one of the best guys out there. Will do the work in the gym, HT in August, will keep grinding like a man possessed.
Is it shallow I am thinking of quality now? Nah, it aint.
I'm in the gym 5 x a week and have been for a long time now. I work every day to be a better man. I am grinding my face off. The world will not go around rewarding undeserving people. Why would it?
TO GET WHAT YOU WANT IN LIFE, YOU PAY THE PRICE
AND I WILL PAY IN FULL
NOTHING IN LIFE CAN STOP SOMETHING THAT IS TRULY RELENTLESS
Still so thankful for pancakemouse , Rags2Bitches , Andy and Radical for teaching me how to operate on the dates themselves. I also want to thank countingsheep7878 again because he taught me how to seed the pull and this helped me so much.
Without them I would be fucking losing my literal mind trying to figure this shit out.
This game is hard man, make no bones about it. This dry patch was fine for 8 weeks, then it began to affect me psychologically and I learned the way this game works.
For the underdogs in this game, you just gotta persist like a fricken legend, way, way, way beyond what is reasonable. You gottta persist and stay in the fight until the bitter end. In fallow times, it can test your resolve. But you must always have heart. If your heart is bigger than the obstacle that is infront of you. Geuss what? It will get destroyed.
Anyone, anywhere, can achieve an elite life if they put in elite level work and also get help. It does take work man and a lot of it. Until one's looks are high level, which btw is not possible for everyone, this game involves extreme grinding. Doing repetitive tasks for many hours a day which 99.999% of the time lead to nothing.
The only way an underdog can win is if they have a truly indestructible will and determination.
I get a lot of help and need it too. But I am grateful nowadays I can help and push others.
Which truly gives me joy and when guys who have figured out a way to be successful and come here and share with others, it hits me deep man, something special is happening when we do that man.
I remember when I joined here and was an incel and so fucking sad. So sad, I was like a wounded animal that had been destroyed in battle. It pains me to think of those years it truly does. If other people had not helped me, I do not know what would have happened to me.
Which is why I am here now writing this to you, because if I can be on my way to elite, truly elite, which will be a 5 year journey man and will take me until 35 to be a millionaire and married to my dream gal and popping out some mini Ravi's who will take my savage drive and determination and reach higher heights than I could imagine....guess what? So can ANYONE ON PLANET EARTH
Final point:
These 10 lays are happening for sure. For sure. I am focused and relentless and do not fucking stop,
I am proud of myself because I set the goal, came here in Jan to start The Phoenix Project and haven't deviated from the course or bullshit myself and changed directions.
EVERY GOD DAMN DAY I HAVE GOT UP AND STUCK TO THE PROCESSES WITHOUT FUCKING FAIL
And it is that consistency and old school work ethic that cuts to the bone that brings me progress in life
I am not talented, I am not the most capable, I am neither the smartest or the most skilled. I, like many, fall somewhere in-between.
But what separates me is just WORK ETHIC and CONSISTENCY.
I will sit down, focus on the task at hand, and give every ounce of effort in my body and brain to that task for days, weeks, months, fucking years if needs be,
In the game of life, it is about HEART.
"Life is the ultimate competitor. It is relentless. It will continue to attack you when you least expect it. We must learn to adapt and overcame any and all obstacles that are put infront of us"
"...when you see Apollo Creed in round 14, turn around like I fucking got him, you see when he turns around and sees rocky, he knows, I was fucking this dude up, he kept coming after me, and I finally knocked him down....When he turns around and looks at Rocky and watches him get up, Apollo puts his head down...it's not so much Rocky getting up, that's big for me. Apollo Creed's face became every mother fucker that verbally and non-verbally, looked at me like you poor thing.....I got all of them in my head in a mental rolladex and I spin that son of a bitch every day. And I know right now, whether you hate me, love me, I'm a dick I'm a that, whatever you wanna think - I MADE IT. And I know a lot of motherfuckers are looking like Apollo Creed did, because I kept getting the fuck up. All I wanted in my life, I don't care about money, I don't care about fame, all my followers could go away tomorrow. I wanted all those people who doubted me to look like Apollo Creed did in that 14th round because I got up repeatedly"
-David Goggins, The King of No Excuses
That is the game of success man. We let go and surrender to the process.
Work in progress and grateful for my peers, mentors and coaches (Andy/Radical), and trusted advisors every day.
Nothing will stop me from becoming elite. I will get to elite or die trying.
And I will fail over and over again.
I will have self doubt over and over again.
I will question whether it is possible, whether I have what it takes, whether I am trying to do something truly insane in out working god's plan and trying to take a guy from the god damn sewer and raise him up somehow to be a champion
....and one thing I can promise you is this
I WILL SUCEED
KEEP HAMMERING,
MAC DADDY
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