- Joined
- Jan 19, 2021
YO BOYOS
(1) Biz:
-Checkins (DONE)
- 50 Dms on FB (DONE)
- Dinner, DHA, Supps (DONE)
-4 FB Posts (DONE, 1 posted, another about to be posted)
(2) Body:
-Legs & Shoulders (DONE)
(3) Mindset:
-30m Reading: Alex Hormozi 100 Million Dollar Offers
-30m Mindset: David Goggins
-CA: 1 / 3 (Went to do 5 approaches, was so tough out there today, lost my heart and came back a little defeated)
-Online: Used free swipes on Hinge and Tinder. Cancelled Premium for now.
Notes:
Mentally, stretches of positivity, and then some fleeting moments of worry and fear. Doing practical work on it, including 30m of mindset reading, 30m of mental training.
Day Game from just now:
Today:
Warmups: just opened two women, complimented, they were total assholes and super unreceptive lul. Hardcore, one actually shoved me for saying hello and kept walking. Nuts
1 completely deflected
2 completely deflected, jheeze
I tried to stop some other people (men) to see if there was just something off about me today. They were happy to stop. Ok!
3 exchanged, lovely lady from Detroit
4 hard deflect, she looked very pissed
5 same again! Just saw me, and without a second hesitation, just powered forward
Stops were textbook
This I think is just one of those days we can call it variation and that’s fine
Thoughts on the session:
First proper session back, there was some AA, and vibe was probably a bit shit.
That, is a ME problem, and something I will correct via going to bed early.
I am genuinely a bit worried about my future now, in particular, letting my family down by not being able to have kids and that will hurt my Mum and Dad a lot. I feel terrible about letting them down, but I am staying strong because I have worked so hard, there is legit nothing else I can be doing.
Now things are looking pretty bad with dating, it is looking slightly scary and that is bringing up some really dark thoughts. But I am pushing past them and doing my absolute best to stay strong and keep pushing.
At the very least, I will push forward until the end of the year. I can definitely do 6 more months of hard grinding.
Life does involve faith.
At present, the best approach I can think of, is self improvement and hardcore consistency. And working on sticking points, vibe, etc.
I am at times, a bit torn ethically. I mean, I myself tell people to trust self improvement in order to improve their life overall and work their dating out, and the elephant in the room is, self improvement, game, and so on, do not appear to have made the changes I was looking for. I am told, it is quite early, which sounds about right. Mileage always does vary. Let's see with a few more months of work if there is ANY improvement. It does bother me that so far, it's looking pretty challenging to say the least. Years of this hustle, was meant to make things easier. That point just didn't arrive. I now, and I want you to honestly hear me here, do not believe this moment can come for us all. Some people are not anywhere near attractive enough. This is super sad, because you have access to such a shit dating life, where women do not give a fuck about you at all man, it's like you don't even exist. I can't blame them, if i was a woman, the truth is, I don't think I would date me. Frankly, what I see in the mirror, does look awful. I am grateful for the small handful of women who were kind enough to look past this, that was fucking awesome.
My Hinge and Tinder sub ran out. In no rush to renew, tried for 8 weeks and have not been able to get a date in Budapest via Tinder or Hinge. I get matches here and there, not many, a small handful a week (1, 2, sometimes 4 over a week say). Often, they instantly unmatch, or just don't reply. I also use Facebook Dating but I couldnt get a single match on that. Rough. Just being honest.
With more time going by, you kinda find our where you stack up.
It's definitely a bummer man, I am a bit sad about it at times, it's not so much that I want results so bad, sometimes I honestly just want someone to literally talk to. I geuss, what hurts, is that I realistically probably have to live like this for the rest of my life and just accept it? Is the dream of getting an even OK dating life over? Like, just one that isn't absolute bullshit......
Well, maybe I will have to accept that one day.
But that day, isn't today.
I will do a little bit of work, and then just get an early night. I will be back tomorrow and will work hard.
Thanks for reading bros.
It's not all doom and gloom. This is my first session back. I obv lost momentum due to being back in the UK. Give me a few days and I will see if I can get back into flow.
I won't be quitting for atleast 6 months, for 6 months just keep working with me and I promise you I will put the work in. If I am not able to make this, because let's face it, I am probably too low in looks and attractiveness to find a mate, it will not be because I didn't work for it because believe me I will give 150% and shed blood, sweat and tears.
I know, I am going to kee working, and I am staying positive, but I can't lie and hide the truth. This is worrying me quite a bit now. I'll still try my best, but I am having these really horrible existential moments where I reflect on the journey up til now and some grim realisations so dawn on me. This, I am pushing out of my head. Instead, I am choosing to tell myself, that this will somehow be fixable, and if I can't fix it using self improvement or game, then I will maybe try something else. Nothing is off limits, I will try any type of voodoo, magick, witchcraft, whatever lol.
MAC
(1) Biz:
-Checkins (DONE)
- 50 Dms on FB (DONE)
- Dinner, DHA, Supps (DONE)
-4 FB Posts (DONE, 1 posted, another about to be posted)
(2) Body:
-Legs & Shoulders (DONE)
(3) Mindset:
-30m Reading: Alex Hormozi 100 Million Dollar Offers
-30m Mindset: David Goggins
-CA: 1 / 3 (Went to do 5 approaches, was so tough out there today, lost my heart and came back a little defeated)
-Online: Used free swipes on Hinge and Tinder. Cancelled Premium for now.
Notes:
Mentally, stretches of positivity, and then some fleeting moments of worry and fear. Doing practical work on it, including 30m of mindset reading, 30m of mental training.
Day Game from just now:
Today:
Warmups: just opened two women, complimented, they were total assholes and super unreceptive lul. Hardcore, one actually shoved me for saying hello and kept walking. Nuts
1 completely deflected
2 completely deflected, jheeze
I tried to stop some other people (men) to see if there was just something off about me today. They were happy to stop. Ok!
3 exchanged, lovely lady from Detroit
4 hard deflect, she looked very pissed
5 same again! Just saw me, and without a second hesitation, just powered forward
Stops were textbook
This I think is just one of those days we can call it variation and that’s fine
Thoughts on the session:
First proper session back, there was some AA, and vibe was probably a bit shit.
That, is a ME problem, and something I will correct via going to bed early.
I am genuinely a bit worried about my future now, in particular, letting my family down by not being able to have kids and that will hurt my Mum and Dad a lot. I feel terrible about letting them down, but I am staying strong because I have worked so hard, there is legit nothing else I can be doing.
Now things are looking pretty bad with dating, it is looking slightly scary and that is bringing up some really dark thoughts. But I am pushing past them and doing my absolute best to stay strong and keep pushing.
At the very least, I will push forward until the end of the year. I can definitely do 6 more months of hard grinding.
Life does involve faith.
At present, the best approach I can think of, is self improvement and hardcore consistency. And working on sticking points, vibe, etc.
I am at times, a bit torn ethically. I mean, I myself tell people to trust self improvement in order to improve their life overall and work their dating out, and the elephant in the room is, self improvement, game, and so on, do not appear to have made the changes I was looking for. I am told, it is quite early, which sounds about right. Mileage always does vary. Let's see with a few more months of work if there is ANY improvement. It does bother me that so far, it's looking pretty challenging to say the least. Years of this hustle, was meant to make things easier. That point just didn't arrive. I now, and I want you to honestly hear me here, do not believe this moment can come for us all. Some people are not anywhere near attractive enough. This is super sad, because you have access to such a shit dating life, where women do not give a fuck about you at all man, it's like you don't even exist. I can't blame them, if i was a woman, the truth is, I don't think I would date me. Frankly, what I see in the mirror, does look awful. I am grateful for the small handful of women who were kind enough to look past this, that was fucking awesome.
My Hinge and Tinder sub ran out. In no rush to renew, tried for 8 weeks and have not been able to get a date in Budapest via Tinder or Hinge. I get matches here and there, not many, a small handful a week (1, 2, sometimes 4 over a week say). Often, they instantly unmatch, or just don't reply. I also use Facebook Dating but I couldnt get a single match on that. Rough. Just being honest.
With more time going by, you kinda find our where you stack up.
It's definitely a bummer man, I am a bit sad about it at times, it's not so much that I want results so bad, sometimes I honestly just want someone to literally talk to. I geuss, what hurts, is that I realistically probably have to live like this for the rest of my life and just accept it? Is the dream of getting an even OK dating life over? Like, just one that isn't absolute bullshit......
Well, maybe I will have to accept that one day.
But that day, isn't today.
I will do a little bit of work, and then just get an early night. I will be back tomorrow and will work hard.
Thanks for reading bros.
It's not all doom and gloom. This is my first session back. I obv lost momentum due to being back in the UK. Give me a few days and I will see if I can get back into flow.
I won't be quitting for atleast 6 months, for 6 months just keep working with me and I promise you I will put the work in. If I am not able to make this, because let's face it, I am probably too low in looks and attractiveness to find a mate, it will not be because I didn't work for it because believe me I will give 150% and shed blood, sweat and tears.
I know, I am going to kee working, and I am staying positive, but I can't lie and hide the truth. This is worrying me quite a bit now. I'll still try my best, but I am having these really horrible existential moments where I reflect on the journey up til now and some grim realisations so dawn on me. This, I am pushing out of my head. Instead, I am choosing to tell myself, that this will somehow be fixable, and if I can't fix it using self improvement or game, then I will maybe try something else. Nothing is off limits, I will try any type of voodoo, magick, witchcraft, whatever lol.
MAC