18 June 2022
Gym Worker Girl, (Date?) 21yo
-Man I'm gonna open up for this one, so I met this girl on-base at a gym for my job. I approached her while there were two other guys sitting beside her at the front desk, co-workers, I just said "I think you look nice, and I have to talk to you". Small talk for like 30 secs, then got her number, planned a date for 17 June 2022 but she flaked last minute. I agreed to do Starbucks and thankfully this location was only 10 minutes away, so better logistics for me. We agreed to reschedule for 7pm on 18 June but alas she flaked again by saying she was still at the beach with her co-workers, I honestly just said fuck it and went to Target to try to do an approach session. From this approach session, I only did one girl, a girl that stared at me for 10 secs, she works at the store itself. She walked outside and I knew she was doing curbside pickup, so I just got in my car, rolled up to her to say "you got a boyfriend?" then I just asked for her number, she walked up to my car and gave me her number. I used this to get away from the flakiness of the other chick, but now back to her, I was eating at iHOP when she texted me "Wyd?".
I texted back about 30 minutes after because I left my phone in the car to mentally get away from texting. But we agreed to meet at her hotel room on base and I was surprised that she let me chill like that for the first meeting. I walked in and sat on her bed as she followed, I'm at the end of the bed and she's at the head, we had small talk that was kinda awkward at first. I was a little nervous because of some scarring that I've had from failing to get physical with girls in bed on the first meeting. We had a movie playing, Doctor Strange I believe and it was pretty annoying because I had to focus on the conversation while seeing flashing images on the TV screen. Eventually I made my way up to the head of the bed and we are laying next to each other, I decided to troll her by poking fun at her facial structure. I'm an artist so I like to notice the nuances of every human head, but back to her I used it as a way to ease my way into touching her. After looking at her nose I just grab her to get closer and we're pretty much face to face with me just rubbing her back. I think I started to kiss her cheek and she slowly started to roll on top of me but she abruptly asks me "what are you doing?" (I believe this is what she said I can't remember fully)
I just say that I'm just trying to see where the wind blows, (something like that) then she just asks if we can just talk a little more and I agree. I remember her quietly saying that she's "not into all that at first", she was kind of confusing me because she didn't give me really eye contact, and she told me that she's really shy about locking eyes. The rest of the night we just cuddled and I opened up about a previous partner that I didn't enjoy having sex with because she screamed "when are you going to fuck me?" on the first meeting. I don't know why I decided to open up about this, probably a mistake on my end but it was in conjunction with me talking about the sexual harassment claims that happen at my job that involved other co-workers (not talking about me). I asked her if she was comfortable, I was trying to not seem too pushy. I felt a little disgusting, I don't know, like I felt maybe I was too strong, I'm kind of confused on how far to take things. We ended the night, with me just hugging her, I didn't attempt to kiss her.
